[TW] I'm having a bad night 😞
I'm in constant pain with my spine (broken, and not completely fixable) it's normally bearable pain, but it's a bit worse tonight😞 constant pain can bring you down sometimes, it's just a reminder of how much I hate my body😞 my body is covered in burns and whip marks and rude words cut in my body. I really don't like those scars. And a number burnt into my shoulder, cause I didn't have a name I was just a number. Thinking about the past is very hard. I'm just struggling tonight
@Tinywhisper11 *sits with you* I'm sorry you're hurting tonight. I relate to that more than I'd like 😞 Everything always seems to hurt more at night. The scars more noticable - the memories more raw. You're right - the pain does bring you down Nighttime is so hard 😞 *sending you good pain free vibes and offering gentle hugs* ❤️ much love to you Tiny ❤️❤️
@mytwistedsoul 🙂 thanks soul ❤ I just want to cry
@Tinywhisper11 Can you ask for something for the pain? Or maybe something to help you sleep?
@LoveMyMoonflowers Is right and it's ok to cry. I know it can be hard to do tho 😞
@mytwistedsoul
it can 😞 especially when we don’t have the tears already. It’s like we want to cry but it’s just hard :<
@mytwistedsoul I'm on 10 different meds, including sleeping tablets. I have a injection every few months to help. It's mostly bearable pain, just sometimes it gets worse
@Tinywhisper11 I understand. Its good it's mostly bearable but I'm sorry you have pain at all. I hope today is a better day for you and the pain has eased ❤️ Much love to you Tiny ❤️
@Tinywhisper11 I'm really sorry to hear that you're going through such a tough time tonight. Constant pain can be incredibly challenging, both physically and emotionally. It's completely normal to have moments when you reflect on the scars and the past, and it can be difficult. If you ever want to talk or share more about your feelings, I'm here to listen and provide support.
@Tinywhisper11
I’m very sorry that you’re in pain; physical scars sting and mental scars weigh down on our minds. I don’t know how to truly describe it; I can’t imagine how awful it must be. We are here for you, dear friend, and offer you our love and support to get through this pain and these bad memories. ♥️
@Tinywhisper11
Lola 🤗 hugs for you my friend. Your so strong and brave. You have so many ppl walking beside you here. So many people care about you. Remember beauty comes from within and you are absolutely gorgeous! You're a very brave girl you're a survivor and you know you can reach out for help and you're not afraid to do it. You're an amazing person. I'm so sorry that you're in pain it hurts my heart to think of you hurting in any way. Stay strong my friend you can always reach out here to your friends here who care so much about you.
You are loved 😍
ABB 💜🤗
@Tinywhisper11
Aww, Lola I’m giving you a giant gentle hug 🧡. I wish I could take all your pain away… I’ll pray for you and I’ll keep in you my prayers and thoughts, as I have been 🙏🏻.
There’s a saying that goes,
“Beauty is not in the face, beauty is a light of the heart.”
You are beautiful just the way you are ❤️.
It’s okay that the past can catch up with you and it’s okay to feel hurt and it’s okay to have a good cry. We are all with you Lola 🧡🧡🧡.
By the way, I’ve missed you and haven’t seen you around the chat rooms 🙂.
@Greentrees2325 sorry I've not been well lately ❤ I still go in the chat rooms just not so often rn. Hugs you ❤ thanks green I love you ❤
@Tinywhisper11
☹️ sorry to hear you’re not well. Giving a you a big gentle hug 🩷. I love you too buddy.
I hope the doctors are helpful?
@Tinywhisper11
I am so sorry Tiny, I know I cannot step in your shoes, but I can certainly relate with you. I can understand the pain you are going through. I wish you get through this soon and have better days ahead. Know that I am here and my PMs are always open if you ever want to chat😊. Sending you lots of warmth and big wishes 😇
@Comphi huggs you tightly ❤❤ pain sucks! Doesn't it! Thanks for your kind words ❤ I'm feeling a bit better today 🙂
@Tinywhisper11
Yes I know what pain does to us, its unbearable sometimes☹️. But you are a strong woman, I am so super proud of you😊
@Comphi what chronic pain are you suffering with? And I'm trying to be strong🙂
@Tinywhisper11
I am not suffering at the moment, but yes I did break my arm once, so I know🙁
@Comphi ohhhh! Broken arm ouchie! Is it ok now?? Or can I pick on you till it heals😁 let's do the mexican wave😂
Its better now🤣