Bullying has caused me to feel......

Wrong, stupid, unworthy, unwanted, needy, damaging, dangerous, responsible, guilty, a disgrace for everyone I came across in my life. Also damaged, ashamed, at a loss of hope, learning day by day how impotent I was, how I had no control over anything.
Again: sad, lonely, angry, disappinted by the ones whose job was to protect me, mistrustful, fearful, always questioning myself, with low or no self esteem, self efficacy, self respect and self love, actually WITH NO SELF, empty. Undeserving, useless, a freak, crazy, barely human... and maybe with a little more effort I could go on.
It's hell of a lot of awful feelings. It kinda gives a dimension to the trauma. I feel a little stronger thinking that I've faced all this, and more that happened afterwards, for so many years! Sometimes I won, sometimes I lost, but yet I'm still here!

Traumatized at first, but now just angry. It is unacceptable on any level and not okay.

Worthless, disposable, like a weirdo loser, disgusting, awkward, shy, enraged

Bullying makes me feel like I am not alone because it happens to people because the perpetrators are often insecure, uncomfortable in one way or another.

In the past:

Horrible. Inhuman. Like I deserved neither life nor death. Both were too good for me.

Now:

Like a superhero. I am so much stronger than I or anyone else ever realized. I made it and I came out on the other side a generous, caring and amazing individual. I will not let the actions of one person define me or my existence. I am going to lead a great life because that is what I choose and it is what I want.

worthless my family get called fat ugly from the ugliest family in the street they bully my family constantly telling my family to die we evil tells other of their family members to kill my family at the moment i feel really sick angry can't sleep can't eat because no one will help me

Bullying has caused me to feel angry and agitated at any slight disturbance to my peace, or if anyone violates my space or principles or both. I have to actively remind myself to not get angry, and take off to a quiet place to calm down after facing a trying situation.

Im usually seen as a pushover just because Im normally quiet and docile, but once I let the anger take over, people are pretty shocked and stay the hell away from me.

bullying caused me to always second guess myself in every way and believe that i am in the wrong. i took me a long time to acknowledge what happened as traumatic and wrong. i dont tell many people what happened because i feel like i am ovverreacting. bullying has caused me to be hypervigiliant and easily overwhelmed especially in social situations. im scared to open up because im afraid i will be ridiculed. it took away my power and now everytime im in a sutuation where i feel like i have no control i get an awful feeling in my chest thats hard to describe. even though ive changed schools and im not bullied anymore, being in a school sets me off and i feel terrible and trapped. it caused me to start dissociating and its something that i subconsiously do often now in response to stress. one day i hope to feel confident and present and open again.

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Bullying has caused me to feel powerless & deep self hatred.