Being Granted a wish 🥰
@Amanda84 My wish is to be figure out the concept of my life, why am I here? I want to know who pulls my my strings, what controls me, why am I fighting a battle with myself? Should I give in to it? Should I succumb to the ability? Won't it feel great to break free from these chains? It all sounds so sweet on my toung but bitter in my stomach. The more I fight it, the more its thorns smoothens, then, the easier it is to embrace it. Or my wish could be to understand whatever the heck algebra is about.
@France1not0thecountry you have raised some very good questions here, thank you, very platoesque 😁 and if you figure out algebra please come and let me in on the secret 😁🥰
@Amanda84
Okay! So I'm gonna copy Whisper's format hehehe! 💖
My selfish wish would be if God could give me some real adventure and joy in my life or show me the way to it so that I can move towards that! I'm quite tired of the emotional pain! It feels a lot aching at times
My non selfish wish would be May our Mother Earth be healthy and rejuvenating! May all our biodiversity stay vibrant and may we humans hold responsibility to take care of our Mother Earth not for our survival but for her precious existence! 💓
That people would treat me with respect.
@tryingtosurvive2024 I shall treat you with respect 🥰💜
@Amanda84 thank you. 😊
@Amanda84 I just wish I could go back four years to 2020, when I graduated. But now, I feel like I’ve wasted these four years doing nothing—completely wasted.
@Rajeevbara I'm sorry you feel like that but nothing is ever wasted, you cannot go back but I hope you find the way to go forward 🥰
Get a job because I need money and some kind of fulfillment.
@cyanCherry449 I am rooting for you to get a job 🥰💜
You're so sweet ❤️
@Amanda84
My one wish that my rejection sensitive dysphoria and extreme social anxiety would go away. Without overthinking every decision or interaction I make wondering if people will make fun of me, judge me, and then to not feel the intense pain like an animal with ultra sharp teeth just bit my confidence away when someone does judge me, just how different of a person I'd be outward instead of this fake persona I showcase for my emotional safety everyone thinks is me. (timid, shy).
If I could live life, without people pleasing everyone I meet, If I could follow my dream of becoming a singer by practicing those songs downstairs without caring if anyone thinks my voice sounds bad, playing those instruments I want to play, voice my unfiltered opinion instead of expressing someone ELSE's opinion in disguise of my own, adopt other people's traits in social situations to seem more likeable, etc.. a long list of things.
Basically, If I could live my life and not someone else's, and be who I want to be and not what society wants me to be.
This may sound small, but to me it is the biggest roadblock in my life and has been for many years, that I still am very far to overcoming.
@Dreamy89 that is not small, that's huge and I can see how overwhelming and debilitating it is. I hope you sing, you laugh, you shout, you give your uncensored opinions regardless of anyone else's thoughts or opinions and you learn that you being you is more than enough 🥰💜
@Amanda84
Thank you so much I really appreciate this kind comment!🥰
I'll try to push through!