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@BlatantHonesty

Dear sis 

I love you and im so happy you got a boy and your girl. You really went after your family dreams and now you can thrive as a wife and mom and homemaker. I miss u so much some days. I wish I could drive u around in the tesla. You'd love it and you'd love meeting my dogs. I can't believe u never did 😔 they are 1000x as great r &l . Sighs I just miss u 😔 

I am sorry!

@BlatantHonesty

i would say to my friend that... i still miss your company, even though i felt we didn't really vibed together. I hope you 're okay, living your best life and you think of me sometimes, because i do, when we had fun. I wish you don't hate me or just dislike me for any reason, even though i did dislike you for some time for something you did, even though it doesn't seem like a bad thing, it hurt my feelings nonetheless and even though it wasn't on me directly. I just hope that we can be okay and talk sometime in the future and not have this... which i think you think it's my fault. Hope it's not some friendship that you thought is one of the many you should give up to give space for other people to enter your life, cause that really hurts. I'm sorry i didn't join you at that time, but i wasn't feeling okay, however acted like everything was fine. Hope you think positively about me and not talk *** about me with others. yeah... i still love you and it hurt last time that we met that i didn't feel the same from your side. i just wish someday we would be able to talk normally, like back then, because i didn't mean to hurt your feelings in any way, even though you did once or twice and you may not know about them. love you, your old octopus bestie <3

I have been better off without you.

You were in my life for the time that you needed to be, and I am at peace with that. I know that I exhausted my resources in being a great friend to you, and I feel that there was nothing more that I could provide. I am at peace because I know that I tried my best and did all that I could do. I will forever wish you good blessings, success, and happiness.

@BlatantHonesty what was your experience like?

I would say thank you for seeing me, really seeing me and letting me see that I deserved happiness and love, i don't regret our time but I will always be stuck on the why you just left so silently 😔

@BlatantHonesty you are not with me it's fine for me but you are sad or you are in problem then it's not okay. Remember me whenever you need and I gurenti you I am there for you not just now even after many years or if you need me now then also just remember I am gonna there for you

This whole experience that led to where it did taught me that I need to love myself and focus on my mental health. I need to be independent and I am working on it. I hope we can both heal and grow and come together soon. I’ll always love you and you have a special place in my heart.