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@BlatantHonesty oh fun ^-^ thanks for the space<3
@Starmedia You're a star that taught me how to believe<3
Thanks for it....
There were many things i didn't told you . But I think that was the best decision for me and you also . Just always be happy where ever you are....and have a happy life
@thoughtfulNectarine910
Very heartfelt message.
@BlatantHonesty
I will say :
Why do you want to hurt me? You have all conspired against me.
And you, whom I once loved, I hope you are far from what is happening, and that your hand has not contributed to it.
Thanks a lot
You taught me a great lesson so that i won't believe anyone in future
I don't know you remember me or not but you're my big regret i can't forget that faster
Its ok, i feel grateful to you, i feel hilarious of actions to you
It was a great memory
Thanks a lot again
It's been two years since it happened.
Yeah, I know that I did some stupid stuff.
Yeah, I know I hated myself back then.
Yeah, I know you and all of our friends in the group chat hated me too.
But it all taught me a valuable lesson: You can't trust someone on their looks, on their voice, or on their body. You can only trust them with the trust that they've gained from you, and now, I'm more stingy with who I trust and it's made me a better person.
Respectfully, I hope we don't cross paths again.
Have a great rest of your life.
@BlatantHonesty
You were the best friend i could ever had. Its been a year since you left but it still hurts. I wish we could choose to make some friends stay with us forever. Or atleast in hereafter. It doesn't hurt to see careless people all around as much it hurts to keep the most beautiful soul as a friend in your memories. Some humans are irreplaceable. Wish we could have talked atleast once before you left. Atleast you deserved to know how beautiful soul you are and how much you meant to me. But i guess some stories are meant to never end formally.
One thing i can say is that i can't make friends anymore. Its so difficult to find caring and loyal friends. Especially when your expectations of friendship are skyrocketed by a friend like you. Ok enough rant.
Thank you @blatanthonesty for this beautiful post. May you get everything in life what you wish for 🦋
Wow frothyfriend this was so beautiful and I relate to every single word. I too lost a best friend because she decided she no longer cared to speak to me again (this was 6 years ago). And it still hurts. And the extreme difficulty to make new friends is still here. I can't trust anyone and I will never be able to replace the friendship we had </3
Hi ,I hope u are doing well. And I hope life is treating you nicely
@braveWords2568
Thank you 🦋
Wishing same for you. How's everything with you?
@BlatantHonesty
I'm not sure why you blocked me out of your life. I understand your divorce was probably really rough and painful and not something you wanted to talk about at least not yet. But I can't understand why you'd use that to completely block me as well as my mom out of your life. That is so messed up. There was probably some stuff I told you or we had discussed you didn't want to and that is fine. But you still should of told me instead of ghosting me. I will always love you and care about you. I just hope someday you understand what you did was wrong and it hurt me.
I miss you
@BlatantHonesty
Hey mom I miss you and I wish I knew why you left me when I needed you the most. Thank you for everything and I'm sorry that I'm a mess. It's my fault. I love you. I still do.
@viDokja73
That's really heavy, and I feel for you. I won't pretend to have the right words, but I hope you're being kind to yourself, you deserve that.
"The world is brighter than the sun now that you're here"
Thank you. That means a lot to me. Kind to myself, that's haha, I'm uh I hate myself and I've been dealing with depression and loneliness and thinking that I don't matter. Thank you for your kind words. 💙
@viDokja73
A friend of mine and I were discussing Desiderata last night and she pointed out the part that stood out to her the most:
"You are a child of the universe,
no less than the trees and the stars;
you have a right to be here.
And whether or not it is clear to you,
no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should."
I know it might not feel that way right now, but you do belong here, in this world, like all of us. Every inch of you matters. More than you know!!!
Take care, sad, lovely, sweet and lonely stranger. [Here's a fragment of my heart for you🔻]
I'd like to argue and deny that but they're beautiful lines. I've always thought the universe has abandoned me. You seem to love poetry. I love stories and I've been, getting to poetry and books, philosophical, lately. They're kinda helping me to get by. You see, vi is my name and dokja is my favourite character, it's a Korean word for alone and reader, i think I was born to read. Lately I've been not able to do that and it really hit hard, these lines are beautiful and thank you for sharing them with me, kind, beautiful, generous, warm stranger. thank you you are making me feel better. The feeling of having someone who listens. Sorry I yapped too much. [I'll be keeping that fragment of heart with me, beside all the other stories I carry]
@viDokja73
Vi? Hi, Vi! That might be the most poetic "yapping" I've ever heard.(You can carry on)
And about those lines, I get it! Sometimes I don't want to believe them either....
But when you said you were born to read, thaat painted a picture of you sitting by a quiet river with a book in your hand in my mind.
Also, just had to say, I really love your username!
Hi rose? Poetic? Haha no, I'm very bad at english, actually. That's uh beautiful. I just can't imagine myself being happy like that. I could see the picture too. It's just someone else.
And I wondered about your username too. It sounded like, they expected something different and they got disappointed for you're you, not what they thought you are. Angst tragic that's what truly poetic imo.
@viDokja73
Hellooo, Vi!
Noooo, not Rose please. Too many pretty women/girls already have that name, and getting called Rose feels like I'm stealing something from those roses.
My username was inspired by the book I never promised you a rose garden. As for your assumption that people might be disappointed because I'm not what they expected, o no no, I get quite creative whenever there's a risk of disappointing my people haha. Most of my heinous crimes get buried so well that they never see the light ov day
@viDokja73
And you look completely at peace while you read. I hope that becomes real for you someday. Soon.
I hope you're better today, genuine, poetic, beautiful , Vi
Yes I'm at peace when I read. I've like to quote dokja's lines from ORV
"The gaps in the black print. My own little snow garden lay in between the letters. This space, which was too small for someone to go into, was a perfect place for a child who liked to hide. Every time a pleasant sound was heard, the letters stacked up like snow
I remembered the first time I was about to finish a book. It was like being deprived of the world.
The protagonist and supporting characters walked off with the sentence 'They lived happily ever after' and I was left alone at the end of the story. In my vanity and sense of betrayal, my young self struggled because I couldn't stand the loneliness."
I know that's a lot but it captures how I'm always feeling. And lately it hasn't been good. Terrible, sadistic, negative, depressive, person is who I am.
Thank you. I smiled when I saw your replies. Even tho it's short lived. I hope you're okay as well, kind, comfy, warm, dear person 💙🥺
@viDokja73
When I'm happy in real life, I don't feel motivated to come online. That's why it took me so long to respond. I'm sure you can guess how I've been.
I loved the quote you shared, especially this part "The protagonist and supporting characters walked off with the sentence "They lived happily ever after," and I was left alone at the end of the story. In my vanity and sense of betrayal, my young self struggled because I could't stand the loneliness." Vi, believe it or not, that's why I've stopped reading fictions with happy endings. All my novels are sad as ***, like how I feel most of the time deep inside. Either those or nonfictions that don't seem to have any life in them.
And jus like you love reading, I find solace in writing. I've been writing a looot. I'm currently doing a writing course to improve my skills and hopefully in May, I'll be taking a writing course on campus. I'm really excited about it
@viDokja73
Plus I'm glad something about me made you smile. That's definitely a win for me.🔻 I enjoy our conversations too. They kinda give off White Nights vibes (Have you read it?). We're unapologetically being ourselves pouring our hearts out without the fear of judgment. It's the magic of this app and being anonymous.
Give me an update on how you have been, sweet, dear, lovely Vi
@INeverPromisedYouARoseGarden Hi rose I hope that writing course is going well. I love people who writes. It's amazing, as a reader i appreciate and adore writers so much.
I've been, not that great. I'm slowly losing myself in this mess. I've been depressed for the past 6 months and it all felt numb and too much and aching. And i see your account is no longer found.
@INeverPromisedYouARoseGarden and yes I have read white nights
Your hand is cold, mine burns like fire. How blind you are, Nastenka!
Yup it does give that vibes. I usually don't share things but I felt like I could do it here with you. And just like nastenka and the dreamer, we'd probably never meet again. But like the dreamer I'll forever remember you, rose. And thank you for calling me, sweet, comforting words, my kind, my beautiful my good friend, rose.