I feel most angry when people don't accept me.
Anymore its all of the time. . . I have no more fuse.
Everything feels like a trigger.
I'm afraid of myself.
I hate the snapping I'm doing to my family.
I just feel so out of control, I feel mentally and emotionally cornered.
I feel most angry when... People refuse to be
when i feel like i cant do anything right
When I am angry I want to scream and tell the person that I am upset with, how I actually feel sometimes because obviously telling them as a adult, just Isn't good enough. The worst is someone that is too concern to want to step in and force to help when they weren't ask for their services and to tell him not trust me, when we haven't even got chance to set my plan/goal yet I know what I am doing and I am doing just fine. Trust is very important and if you just can't trust someone, than tell me how in the world can you stand there and tell me that you have big problems. Then you look at me when I have my life together and been helping you a lot longer.
@Melygomez3 How can I see the comments that you guys post, I been having trouble viewing the comments that you send me.
I feel most angry when everyone didn't understand my situation or circumstances.
I'm emotionally manipulated
When I feel like someone underestimates or belittles me
When people cancel plans leaving me there with no plans and just alone
When lm being disrespected or manipulated
When I cant find my things because they were misplaced or taken
When a man tries to control me
When someone tries to control me
When I plan for goals and it happens to involve someone who l know will be an obstacle and they turn out to be an obstacle but I have to stay silent because I need them
When I feel left out
I feel disrespected and controlled and I I got my dads friend thats very nasty and a bitch of course she wants to help she changes her decision and choice and mind wanting to do so and she irritates me the way she talks of course I feel disrespected and she creeps me out at night sometimes in the morning peeking and being so quiet she pretends she doesnt do anything wrong she does @Miramoh17
Family wants me to respect thier triggers and boundaries but refuse to do the same with me. And it is not like I can just walk away completley from them and kick them out of my life.....i kinda have - i have minimal contact with them for my sanity. But really? i have to coddle your triggers but you throw mine in my face?
ugh!
people tell me they are sorry about my best friend passing and then on to the next subject like they are discussing the weather.