One irrational fear that I have is.....
As I was walking from the Latin American bakery to the Sip of Hope coffeehouse yesterday, this huge hairy bee comes over and literally hovers in my walking path, checking out the food in my bag.
Get outta my way, bee! 🐝😱
That i will not pass in exam.
I won
That my life will fall apart and I will be jobless and homeless again.
That i am a burden to and i will never be enough .
Will today be good or bad . Is it gonna go smoothly or be busy as Christmas is here. Waiting for it to busy to be prepared
That I will be shunned by all my friends.
That my LGBTQ friends will be forced back into the closet or worse by our current government.
That things will remain the same and my problems won't get better but just a complete shambles
Sorry :(
I have a Black Entity that stalks me. I know its irrational but it is visibly present, its image, in my mind all the time.
The delusions are so real to me and I've hallucinated that it was right in the room with me. Telling myself its irrational does not help as I whole heartedly believe it. 
@EnergySensitive. IF you believe darkness is there than you probably believe light is there too. You wouldn't be talking abt this concern if you didn't. I can see the light in your heart. I'm encouraging you to put more focus on that light. Focus on the positive. Focus on others who love you. As u do; that darkness will fade away.
@EnergySensitive I'm so sorry for your struggle. So far have you ever found anything that helps?
@secretBranch4144 Not completely but I have energy healers, I go to acupuncture, and medicated. Its always there.