One thing I have never told anyone is....[finish this sentence}
Just... blurt it out! Don't be nervous! Make your secrets not so secret....
That i had a relationship .....
@Any At least you had one. Still don't know what that actually is
I used to come here as a Listener 2 years ago at the very beginning, took lessons on being a good listener and all that, and now I am dealing with my own problems so I remembered this place... I hope someday I'll be able to help others again
I have suicidal thoughts since I was 12, I am self-harming since I was 14, I have panic attacks for 4 years.
And I am seriously afraid of sudden death, even if seconds later I have suicidal thoughts...
@edta do you wanna talk about it?
@healingSoul80 I don't really know how to talk about it.
Is something I've told medical professionals so does that count, if so then I fail here but if not I'll continue to hold on to until I know it's safe to show and tell the one person I ultimately trust and believe in, one's who've gotten close know parts of my trauma but not the whole and I leave bread crumbs everywhere, but that may be that I've also failed in keeping this close to my chest. I've told 2 females about my trauma because I trust in them implicitly, and one walked away with this knowledge and I feel betrayed because I know, well feel judged because of it, numb, low and hurt.
- Ink
That I'm genderfluid.
Quiero irme pero el se que el dolor que yo siento ahora se pasara a las personas que me quieren y no soportaría eso
@Laura I lost my virginity at 35...to a hooker. After years of rejection I gave up on being with a loved one.
I still think about a man I loved in the past
I was kind of harassed by a friend.
I'm afraid of food. I have anorexia.
