One thing I have never told anyone is....[finish this sentence}
Just... blurt it out! Don't be nervous! Make your secrets not so secret....
when people think im rude by only joking but im actually not joking, I really meant everything i say.
@ Edward
I think I have had the same problem before, we only tell them we were joking in an attempt to avoid facing their anger.
I thought I knew my fate so I just didn't try to change it
I sent a facebook friend request to the man who molested me as a kid. He accepted....
@MountainBorn but why?
@reservedexcitment
I don't know...
@MountainBorn maybe you felt like you had to, there are some things I feel like I have to do,. And they weren't good for me. Often I feel guilted into things , not by others but by me. I once told a co worker that also kinda has a supervisor role over me, details about my depression, like the thoughts that go on in my head, so she could understand how I make decisions. She was sympathetic, thankfully, but I still regretted it
@reservedexcitment
That sounds probable, I haven't really thought about why I did it. I have poor impulse control so I often do things without considering the consequences. I'm especially good at ignoring potential negative consequences for myself :p
I never gave up self harm even though I kno God is there I still do it
I think no one will ever like me or at least get the courage to ask me out so I'll never get married
That I actually do have it all planned out. I never gave up self harm. I'm the most insane person that I know. If it wasn't for these online help sites, I'd be dead a long time ago, they're all I have some days to keep me grounded.
I wish I was born as a girl...
Hey @Specler
You said it! Well done.....I wonder who else you've shared that with, or perhaps could feel able to share that with? Just know, you're not alone with these feelings, and there is support and understanding out there. Don't ever be ashamed of who you are, or how you feel.
@DeborahUK I haven't shared this to anyone...well...until now I guess..
sometimes I wish I never existed. Sometimes I feel that my existence brings suffering to others. Sometimes I want to make everyone suffer along with me. Sometimes I wish somebody could understand the way I think. Sometimes I wish I could maintain stable friendship.
Sometimes I'm afraid that I'll have to continue treading on with this life feeling so alone.
@tidyPlace399
I know exactly where you are coming from. You said everything I'm feeling too.
@tidyPlace399
Sometimes we question our purpose, sometimes we question our use, sometimes we question whether life is ever going to get better.....it's okay to think like this sometimes. But always remember that life changes over time. Remember that what felt really painful yesterday may well feel better tomorrow. Remember that what we fretted about for a week, often turned out a lot better than we ever imagined. Remember that for all the times you've cried, you've laughed some as well.
You say about treading on with life feeling so alone. You're not alone my friend. Look around you....we're all making our way through life. Come, grab someone's hand, reach out for some support.......sometimes we all need that. You're far from alone.
@tidyPlace399 --- That is what makes you beautifully different 
Am bossy
When I was 15 I fell pregnant, my boyfriend left me before I could tell him... I went to my first scan and they confirmed it..
2 weeks later i started bleeding and lost my child...
@LittleListenerDani I am sorry to hear that. How are you now? Anybody else know?
Message me if you ever want to talk!
