One thing on my mind right now is......
Always my friends. They aren't well right now, and I worry something might happen to them.
Something happened to a great friend of mine before after all...
Why is my anxiety so bad lately 😭
I've been feeling better these last few days and I really hope I can keep it up, because then it might become a habit!
Depression and anxiety is hard to deal with but Im not going to let it define me.
im 62yo and im going to lose my job in May...its all ive done for 43 years and im not trained to do anything else...im lost!!!
@RTD2 You'll get a nice retirement, so what are you worried about? My grandpa retired after 41 years at P & H and had $150,000 saved in his 401K. That was back in '98 though. I'm not sure how corrupt the USA has become w/tax deductions on 401k's. They can't take anything out of my IRA b/c I don't put that into the stock market. I just do monthly deposits. I'd be happy if I was you to put over 40 years in a company! You can go retire by the ocean or buy a little farm somewhere .. My uncle has a farm up north in the middle of nowhere and he's content w/his chickens and beer. lol Be happy! You put your work in. You should be proud. I see so many lazy idiots in my city just relying on government help and food stamps so they don't have to work. They just sit on Facebook all day.
While sitting and waiting for results from the emergency department. I wonder if it will come back bad. So far, so good.
im incessantly tired and lack motivation... bleh
My affair partner 😔
Everything
A guy who ghosted me texted me again two days ago. He started being honest and up front with me. He wanted more of a sexual relationship,I wanted more of a romantic relationship, but we both agree that wed like to be in a caring relationship be it platonic, romantic, or sexual. I opened up about my trauma from previous cases of sexual assaults, and he said we could go slow as I needed. We were sending some teasing pics and he ended up sending a dick pic and I said I want comfortable with that and he immediately apologized, said he shouldnt have, and never did it again. I feel like he doesnt have bad intentions and he said first that he cares about me and what my limits are and wants to just see what happens. Hes taking initiative. Im interested to see what happens but I also am still trying to get through my past