One thing on my mind right now is......
How when someone say something you want them to be excited about but they aren't and how depressed it makes you feel.
I feel like my friend is more excited about moving than he is to see me anf to top it off he doesnt seem sad that hes moving away from me at all. Not much of a friend i guess.
Euthanizing myself
@hollowman84
I understand you very well...very very well...
How much pain I'm in emotionally and I'm not aure as to why. Its like I'm upset that I'm not upset...if that makes any sense. But I think what the issue is is that the person I'm not really upset over is happy I'm not upset over him.
Really weird situation.
Sometimes when I start to feel scared about life and where I am heading... I want to just hold onto my son and never let go.
Wondering why I am not liked, I try to be kind always but I feel I am invisible to most people. I have been in hospital but not one person has asked how I am, yet everyone is asking my partner how he is and how his mother is... Strange... am I that inconsequential, invisible, unimportant.?
@Impossibleblonde
no, you are not. Im sorry that you seem to be neglected, especially after being in the hospital.
I hope your better now. Stay well and be strong.💐
Why every weekend I'm with my fiancé, she wants to clean all day and not just enjoy time together. Not even talking sexual time, just time in general. We both have jobs and work two different schedules so every bit time I get to spend with her I wish to enjoy or maybe I should just find a hobby to fill my time with when she in clean mode.
safety and how to let go
When are things going to get easier? Home is tough school is tough I feel like I just keep holding my breathe waiting till I can breathe again
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How you give so much love to someone, giving them your 100 but when you see that they aren't giving you even half of the love you give them you start to back away and the second you do that, they ask questions like: ''what the hell is wrong with you?'' and "so stupid of you to act like this when I didn't do anything to you." They turn everything on you, blame you for everything, like who does that?! Bitch.
@limegreenBlueberry6881
Seriously who does that and why? Im currently going through the same thing.