One word to describe how I feel right now is......
I get lost in my thoughts. I scare myself sometimes
my worst enemy is my own mind
Sad. Just sad
Numb.
I feel sad. I lash out for no reason. Little things make me more upset than i should be. Why?
Lost
Blue colour leaking off my lashes
The world's beauty turning into ashes
There something heavy in my soul
I can't tell you, no, not at all
I cannot tell you how I feel
If there's an emotion that is real
I am stuck in a melancholic hell
Where blossoms waltzing, where sun just fell
In reds and yellows, all my passion -
Turns in a little of confession
I cannot tell you the way I feel
My mind is dead on this endless reel
Rewind me back and watch me stutter
These kind words in petals' flutter
My dear, friend -
Forget-me-not
@spectr Those are some beautiful words you have there. I'm sure that you are probably not alone in feeling this way.
@spectr. Good job! Loved the detailed description. As some one else said, beautiful words!
Do you write often?
@EnergySensitive
Thank you very much! Yes, I usually write a lot as it is the most comfortable way for me to convey my emotions.
@spectr. I used to write a lot!!! I've also journaled for years. Keep it up!
Drained.
Counting the seconds to my 11am therapy appt tomorow
ALONE
Somewhat hopeful but I
@lightOak1137 this is a real proud, I can feel it, I've been through it. You are great!
@PennyUA Thanks a lot that really put a smile on my face
