One word to describe how I feel right now is......
Overwhelmed
lonely
Hopeless
Depressed
Shameful
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TRIGER WARNING: SUICIDE
SOS SOS SOS SOS
URGENTLY SUICIDALLY DEPRESSED
[Edited by Forum Mentor @RaCat]
Hey @hollowman84,
It seems that you have pretty hard time going on for you right now. I know that when we have lots of things going on in our life, it might feel like suicide is an option but from the help note you put here, I can see that you don't want to end your life and you still want to life, that's very brave. Sadly, 7Cups is not crisis resource, so I encourage you to seek your national suicide hotline. Check suicide.org for the number or simple google it 
P.S. I edited your post a bit to add Trigger warning
@RaCat Thank you are RaCat for reaching out to him, I have reached out to help him myself. I have even left him some phone #s numbers to call, I was hoping someone would see his posts and that he might need help and reached out to him, I read his posts and was worried that you for reaching out to him and anyone who did. I hope he gets what he needs, no offence to him or anyone just know that I care Kindly, Melanie<3
@RaCat Thank you for reaching out to @hollowman84.
frustrated
Alone
helpless
