One word to describe how I feel right now is......
I feel excited. I've met someone and it's making me not think so much about my ex girlfriend. I'm not trying to use her to fill a void but she is nice and I like her.
A disappointment
nervous
Embarrassed.
positive for the day ahead 
Relaxed
Today , I'm feeling like I'm so behind in life and struggling. I'm just not living up to my full potential. I know these are things we all go thru and maybe I'm just over thinking but I wish things were easier somedays. I'm blessed & I thank God for his many blessings. I know things take time. I just hate now living the way I want too. But my time is coming ..... I'm just needing to vent and make a plan to get things off the ground.
excited ( I start new job this afternoon)
Alone. Sometimes I get really upset that I have no one to rely on or just be there for me. I also really get upset that I even rely on others the way that I do. Just having no friends really can take a toll on me sometimes.
