One word to describe how I feel right now is......

angry both at someone and at myself for being a coward and not just severing all ties with them

Whatever word best sums up the feeling of being lonely, isolated, empty, lost, aimless, stuck, pathetic, incompetent, worthless, shut down, unloved, unlovable, doomed to permanent solitude and just an all around hopelessly abysmal failure. Yeah.

Sometimes I think I'm seriously depressed. I'm always crying. I feel alone all the time. I am lonely. And I have no to talk too. I try very hard to be a strong but sometimes I really can't and I get afraid of how that might affect me down the line.

dialectic: sad and greatful

Confused or stressed or anxious

Calm

lonely

Thankful. I don

tired...

frazzled