One word to describe my mood today is....
Defeated
@TrippingNarwhal but narwhals are awesome -big warm fuzzy hugs-
OVERWHELMED 
Lost
betrayed.
Very down in the dumps. Have no control or anyway to feel better or get things to change that I wanted. Too much drams relating to relationship and friendships. I have to look after myself but struggling right now.
worthless i try and think the best of people but they hurt me
Hopeless
I feel like nothing ever goes my way no matter how hard I try. I do everything that I'm supposed to do and I get absolutely nothing. At this point, it's not worth the effort and stress. Sometimes I wonder why I even bother in the first place.
@fairmindedCherry5423 I feel that same way too. I'm always constantly thinking that and it shows I'm never getting anywhere. I do set high standards to always be on top of myself but I usually fail or I have to start again but I know thats life. It's looking at your life and taking step back and see for yourself what you want to change to see results. Things might become better but iit's starting with you and your life story.
Stressed
Grieving. My grandfather passed away today.
Numb
