... Because I started being authentic around people in my boxing group by expressing not only my positive emotions like I generally do, but my frustration, discouragement, anxiety, and fear and other feelings that I generally squash...im afraid they'll reject me for it.
I am afraid that all my effort will be wasted.
I begged for forgiveness and I never receive it.
All the people that I love will leave me.
I'm feeling vulnerable because I'm out of shape, there's so much to do before I can see the people I want to see and I haven't done mindfulness practice yet today so it feels very overwhelming.
My roommate is my best friend and the only person I know in this town after recently moving here, I feel alone because he's been at his gfs house for 5 days. I hate being alone and I get depressed when I am alone for awhile.
Feeling vulnerable from how many physical accidents I've had in the past few days :\
Today I'm feeling vulnerable because almost all of my friends take advantage of me... And honestly half of the time they dont even make an effort to hang out with or even invite me to do things so I feel alone..
@Meghananne13 hear that.
My counselor tried to talk me to coming back to therapy. I told her I didn't feel too good after she let me down left her a message on her voicemail said that. I feel like I'm giving myself away some more after she let me down. My roommate and I are going through a crisis and all she's doing is sitting behind her desk. I feel like I'm just talking to the wall and she's laughing at me right now with her friends and going dancing. LOL
I cleaned up mine and my husband's room, and now he's irritated with me because he can't find anything and thinks that I don't respect him. Never mind that the room has been left uncleaned for almost a year, and he knows how much chaos and clutter makes me much more prone to depression.
I dont know what my friends think of me rn.
Because I'm away from home, my friends & my cat.
