I hate being ignored. Tionna won't speak to me and I don't know why. I've tried to give her her space but that seems like the wrong thing to do. I don't know what she wants and it's hurts how messed up this situation is. Things will never be okay again.
becouse luck of sleep and not sure how supose to act..
I wish I was able to be good at something like dancing or drawing or poetry or funny but I am not and I keep trying to get a hobby or something I am good at but I constantly end up failing and staying in bed all day ... I have given up and now all I look foward too is staying at home ... In my bed...
@SoHappyThinksEveryone
I think I know how you feel. I have no particular skills that stick out and tried several hobbies like knitting , quilting or garment sewing. The final projects are usually turning out okay,but average looking and nobody in my family is commenting any praise. I'm lucky when they even notice. I tried to tell myself that I am not doing it for them, but it would be sooo much more helpful if they would be just blown by my talents, well they are not. And on some days I start something and than this weird feeling keeps creeping up that this is all just a big waste of time and energy (and money). I will never surmount in anything and might as well stay on the couch and binge watch on Netflix. Isn't it amazing how much we depend on other people's approval and affirmation? I wish I could find a way to do it anyway.
@Purplesky17
If you ever find a way to do something without feeling like you need someones approval ... Tell me because half the things I do in my life are to fit in and or be part of the group.
Because I'm financially dependent on my very controlling parents who have a habit of putting me down
Because I didn't get feedback yet about few important requests I made. My security and wealth being depends on it in a way (not critically, but still it brings adrenaline injections 10 times per day). I know I must just wait, but my insecurity is unusualy strong now.
Because everyone hates me and people here say they care but really they dont its all just a trick to make you feel worse
@generousCoconut2857
@AnitaD
Yeah.? Im sorry its how i feel
Why are you feeling like that
@AnitaD
Partly cause i come here for help an they sent me to this teen side on the 1st saying some one would help me an im still waiting . Noone cares here not really it was just a lie
@generousCoconut2857 I'm so sorry that's happened. I know there's lots of people here who would love to help you. YOu could try a different listener with, or try talking in the daily check ins in a sub community. I hope you find someone to help you soon!
@BlueBetta
Thanks but I give up i dont care anymore
@generousCoconut2857 You can talk to me here if you want. I'll listen. You don't have to, but I think it might help you.
@BlueBetta
Thanks but i cant message u and i dont want everyone reading my problems here
Thank u tho x
@generousCoconut2857
Sometimes things aren't what they seem.....the biggest problem between any two people is misunderstanding
@tornwillow
Its been 24 days and i actually feel worse then i did before theres no misunderstanding adults hate me and this horrid life is my reality
@generousCoconut2857
What matters most is how we think of ourselves as we have to live with ourselves and we can't please everyone.
Don't let yourself down remembering not everyone will like you or do as you would; cruelty and evil is unfortunatley very real but what being here rewards is found in keeping strong when all is going wrong! Dont loose faith
@tornwillow
Thanks but its all to late im just done
@generousCoconut2857 just be someone you like....we aren't here to please or answer to anyone else
I have work tomorrow with a boss that drains and makes me miserable in work and out.
@secret1234 I'm very sorry :(((((( I've been through it :(((((( hug you!
My ex left me 2 and a half months ago and my brother passed away recently, and I miss the support a close spouse can provide.
I am feeling vulnerable today bc I am still trying to be good to someone who has not been good to me. I'm am tired of being in one sided situations that always make me out to be the bad guy especially when not everyone wants to take accountability.
@brightFig4640.
Thanks for sharing. I feel your pain and am sorry; can kind of relate.
I truely believe things have a funny way of working out and if things aren't currently okay then it's far from the end. Be proud of your strength in taking on whats not yours to carry and faith in karma and your strength to grow through this.
@tornwillow thank you ! Im trying to get past feeling that I owe someone something or am guilted into feeling that I have to do for them even though they mistreat me. I'm praying that time heals everything and I'm thankful that in the meantime I am able to revisit the mistakes I have made as well and move forward to becoming a better person.
@brightFig4640
Keep strong and never loose faith
Because i cried after a long time of holding my tears back.
@tidyJar6514 welcome back to being human <3
@tidyJar6514 Crying is a lovely blessing granted to us ..It releases hormones to make us feel relaxed ..There are practices that you sit there and cry visualizing all the negativity out with every tear ..I hope everything gets better my friend