I have been talked down to all day by patients at work..
I have started to open up to others.
Because I said something I regretted pretty much right away. It was actually Kongo of funny and Im probably overthinking it, but my anxiety just keeps getting worse
@Selina8 *kind of
Because sometimes trauma wants to rob my emotions. I tell myself I
Suicide thoughts, won't leave me alone. So i'm eventually gonna do it.
@bluePear2816 I am so sorry! Can you talk It out!
@Kbizz @diplomaticMat4131 I just feel, like life is geting harder and harder for me. Everyday theirs new problems, waiting for me. First it was rape, then it was abuse, now I wake up everyday, just to hear my mom yell at me. Or say she hates me. I usually just spend my time escaping reality (doing my hobbies). Thats the only reason i'm still hanging on. But eventually my last finger won't hold on no more. So whats the point.
@bluePear2816 same.
*TRIGGER WARNING*
Suicide thoughts, won't leave me alone. So i'm eventually gonna do it.
[Edited by Forum Mentor @RaCat to put TW sign]
@bluePear2816 I can imagine that it may be awful to feel like this all the time. These thoughts must be very overwhelming and I think that you were very brave to come here and tell us that you have them 
I am so proud of you for seeking help, sadly here in 7Cups we can't help you much with those thoughts simply because we are not training enough to support your needs. I hardly encourage you to seek professional help or call suicide hotline if these thoughts occurs again as I truly believe that you are able to fight them and I care about you, I don't want to loose you *hugs if you are alright with them* You can find numbers of suicide hotlines here (press) and choose the country that fits for you!
Because I can't handle my anxiety at all and everything scares me/worries me
Because I give my control of my emotions to guys rather than myself.
this has nothing to do with the forum but this is important chatting to a listener who needs help she said she will burn her wrists tonight please help she is in distress
of my emotions and low self esteem. But that