I lost the love of my life last night...
Because I'm never good enough for anyone and everything I do is a mistake.
In order to get close to anyone, I have to explain all the trauma that I've been through and hope that they still like who I am.
@peachTortoise4395 This. The hardest thing ever.
Because I'm scattered; I have all these ideas and plans but I'm not getting results. I'm afraid I won't do anything with my life.
I am uncertain about my future. I don't know if I want to be with my boyfriend of 6 years or not. We aren't compatible but we do have love for each other. But I also have a past love lurking in the back of my mind and I just can't shake him.
im very sad and lonely.
i will give anyone $800 if this unexpected impossible miracle happens but i know it wont because it's forbidden by reality but if the rules of reality were broken and my mind got blown away by a sudden glitch in the system i would happily pay any amount for that.
Because I'm insecure about my art and I just want to destroy it all
because of being shirtless in school changing rooms
I've been feeling depressed for nearly a week now.. And I can't seem to get it under control.. I hate being me.
I feel like I