Today i feel vulnerable because my roommates make plans on their own and dont include me that makes me feel like they are good on thier own. and also im broken-hearted but dont know what to do with my crash becasue he behaves weirdly and always changes his attitude towards me.
I pretend to be a witty sarcastic person but I'm actuality i feel like shit and I think that nobody would actually care if I wasn't there anymore
one of my idols passed away today. it feels so unreal and i am so saddened that an amazing person like him suffered so much.
@wildfIower I came on here for the same reason
I
@Laura because I started doubting everything about myself that I've never doubted before and comparing myself to others.
Ive been dissociating all day
I feel trapped at home. I feel like I have to be here and be happy all the time for the sake of my mom but sometimes this is the last place I want to be. I feel like I can't be myself here and if I let my guard down for a second everything will go wrong.
@Amyice ill tell u one thing and that is putting urself first sometimes isn't wrong. Im living with my mum and me little sister and i felt like i couldnt leave my mum for one second but trust me its not gonna do u any good if u dont think about urself either.
Today I am feeling vulnerable because I have had my morality called into question by the last person I ever thought it would come from: my doctor. She outright accused me of abusing my antipsychotic antidepressant for the side effect of weight gain. I am in complete shock that someone on my support network would do such a thing. I am thus going to get a different psychiatrist and I have since gone off the medication in question, for fear of being called a liar and an abuser...
My reputation is at stake. My moral character has been questioned. I feel that I can never recover from such a hit as big as this.
I think I
@MindyLove I understand how that feels. I am married so know I am loved, but I understand the rest.
@MindyLove I too feel this way, but remind yourself that if you dont think someone could love you.... let him in, Let him try. There is no harm. :)
I am just depressed and can't shake the thoughts that my life is worthless and meaningless. I have had these thoughts and feelings since I came face to face with my disability, which is likely lifelong. :(
