Not sure where I will live or where Ill work in the coming year.
i m afraid about the future may hold,what the people though of me are but is all good and happy if they just see me i-m alright and i hat enough of that ,my mind forgets,mi hart just hurts and no life to live whit my spirit down
I am going through a break-up while still living with my ex-partner.
@littleyellowbird I've been there! It does get easier, sending you thoughts + well wishes!
@juliakrus thank you 💛
I'm feeling vulnerable because I finally paid for and sent off my PGCE application, which is a huge step for me as it's going to put me on the path of becoming a primary school teacher - if I get in! It's a risk and something I never would have considered a couple of years ago.
I feel like I am incapable of being loved.
I am losing my youth and my looks. It may just be vanity — but my confidence has taken quite a plunge.
@AmorphousCrystal i understand. Im 40 and Im right there with you. My whole life ive been praised for my looks...thats really it. I see the signs of aging in me and I fight them with creams and healthy eating but I know its inevitable. I do see many pretty elegant older people but I miss being 21. Its hard when beauty is wrapped up with self worth. Im trying to work on some more sustainable attributes but I have to find them first.
@adventurousCoconut5536 Im with you on this one. I dont mean to generalize but society still equates a womans worth to her looks. It doesnt matter how good of a researcher I am since the first thing they judge you for is how you look. Im just devastated as I am 33 and I feel its all downhill from hereon. Im not that 18 yr old nor even the 28 yr old I once was. Partly as well — Im starting to resent my work because of high stress. This job has just made me ugly.
1) being sleepless and passive, sitting behind the computer and browsing social places, I can feel void of thoughts that I could insert and that would fill my sense of importance. (This one is funny actually - I mean: "Relax and take it easy, your life CAN be slower. 
Enjoy the ability to take your time, don't rush!")
2) sometimes there is just so much confusion , in my relationships too.
I have a friend who constantly says how he doesn't understand my thoughts (he always criticizes them or don't understand what I am saying. We always have misunderstandings)
And I talked with someone about some organizational stuff and she just didn't understand what I was saying.
It can get frustrating and then I am on to generate a bad self-image.
But probably it isn't as bad as it seems like. This friend just focuses on the negative. He can be like the flashlight of negative focus in my life. I just probably have to focus on the positive myself...
I can't let go of the past and it makes me feel vulnerable and disgusted with myself
I feel insecure
I hate my face