Isolating
to describe my anxiety today is nervous & guilty, i'm sorry 
Gone! (For today)
did a reiki healing session and now I feel wonderful :)
A puppeteer-monster which lives in my stomach, pushes his claws in it and plays with my nerves so my knees feel wobbly and I'm all jumpy.
Like an antagonizing wait in time while the mind goes wild, and i just roam in my own thoughts trying to peice things together to make sense, some comfort, some reality, but there's so many words and worries its hard to do so, but i try.
Annoyed. I try to stay positive then something new happens. Like I get it, this is life. But back to back 😪
Painful
Anexity = Physics
Frustrating.
Does anyone else have constant negative thoughts? Ill be doing chores like driving or doing housework and then have a random thought about something that happened 8 years ago!
consistant and annoying
