Cyclothymia - Case of Mild Mood Disorder
The sun is shining but I am in the dark. Didn't want to get out of bed this morning struggled to get out of bed this morning. I want to cry I feel like I need to but I can't. People annoy me just their voices. Have no energy just want to curl up go to sleep and not wake up. - Madge2015
For as long as i can remember I have suffered from severe mood swing, almost two years ago the doc diagnosed me as depressed and have been on antidepressants since. I feel I have been mis-diagnosed and after many nights of researching, I came across cyclothymic disorder. My symptoms match exact. Today was a very bad day, I am sick of fighting this and trying to understand what goes on in my head. It consumes me to the point I just want someone to come and take me away and bring me back to my family when I am fixed. - Deby26
Probably many of us have such thoughts when one feels they have experienced something similar to a depressive episode and after some days, experience a mania episode which lasts for many days. But dont know whats exactly going on? You are not alone who experiencing this.
In fact, I was going through forums and found that many of our members shared their experiences and stories on it. You could check them here, or here and here as well.
Are you also experiencing such thoughts and emotions? And unable to recognize what exactly it is? Then, perhaps this is what you need to see and read:
Introduction to Cyclothymia
It is a mild mood disorder with characteristics similar to Bipolar disorder because both cyclothymia and bipolar cause emotional fluctuations, from depressive lows to mania highs. It means cyclothymia patients usually experience some weeks of low depressive episodes followed by mild mania episode that exist for many days. They then find stable mood for few days, later again experience low level depression, and cyclic process continues with the intervals.
Many think that bipolar and cyclothymic are same. But the level of intensity differentiates the two. In bipolar, one can experience an extreme level of mood swings. While, in cyclothymia, it's not extreme ones. They are of moderated levels. However, if cyclothymia is not recognized and treated at initial stages, it could lead to the risk of developing bipolar disorder.
As per DSM-V (Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders), Cyclothymia is different from bipolar because it does not have all the characteristics of depression, mania, or mixed of both. Some suffering from Cyclothymia could develop Bipolar-I or II at the later stages of their lives because they do not seek treatment, considering their mood swings do not seem as severe as bipolar or depression.
Symptoms
It could be considered as a lite version of bipolar where sufferer may not be experiencing high and low but not as extreme as of depression or bipolar; the mood swings could destabilize and able to pose issues and concerns for the sufferer. Sometimes, one suffering from cyclothymia can be misdiagnosed as Bipolar or BPD (Borderline personality disorder). It is different. As it includes the characteristics of Hypomania and Depression, so lets know its symptoms from both aspects.
Symptoms of Cyclothymia (Depressive symptoms)
Experience aggressiveness in the behavior.
Either lack of sleep or sleeping too much.
Fluctuations in appetite.
Feeling low or less energetic
Highly distracted and less focused.
Feeling irritated quite often.
Feeling hopeless, highly demotivated. Finding themselves useless.
(Hypomania symptoms)
Spendthrifts.
Hyperproductive in doing whatever they do.
Optimistic approach
Feeling too happy
Restless, feeling anxious
Insomnia for days without feeling tired.
Thoughts rushing in mind.
As it is a mild mood disorder, they usually experience the symptoms of both depression and hypomania. Starting with some weeks of low-level depression followed by next some days of moderated mania.
Diagnosis of Cyclothymia
Many people suffering from it find it difficult to recognize, accept they have the issue, or even if some do, they do not reach out to seek treatment. To diagnose it, physicians will discuss medical history and symptoms. To differentiate the cyclothymia from the normal level of mood swings, they compare symptoms one experience with the symptoms of cyclothymia to figure out if you are one suffering from it. The criteria they use are as below:
Symptoms of low depression to the high mania for a period of at least two years. For teens and children, this period is at least one year.
The period should be of stable mood for less than a couple of months.
Symptoms that do not meet the symptoms of low depression to high mania or other mental disorder(s).
Symptoms affecting your work-life balance.
They may perform certain lab tests to figure out if it is due to some other medical condition or not so they get clear and better idea about the symptoms of cyclothymia.
Treatment
Generally, there are no specific medications approved to treat it. However, through workable medications and therapy, it gets treated. It is a chronic disorder that needs lifelong treatment. If one stops taking suggested medications or therapies, it could return and risk development of bipolar.
Medications that are potentially suggested
Medicines for mood stabilizers to minimize mood fluctuations
Medicines that are antidepressants or anti-anxiety
Anti-seizure medications used to treat cyclothymia. It is also known as anticonvulsants)
Generally, antipsychotic medicines also used to treat patients who do not respond to anti-seizure medicines. It means if anti-seizure medicines not effective for patients, then antipsychotic medicines could be prescribed.
To treat it, mainly one can rely on therapy and only in rare cases the medications that are mentioned above are suggested. In therapies include psychotherapy, cognitive behavioral therapy, and family therapy.
Psychotherapy is an essential part of the treatment of it. It further categorized as CBT and Well Being Therapy.
Under CBT, one practices to overcome negative,unhealthy thoughts, and behavior and replace them with positive thoughts and behavior to keep the stress in check and keep the mood swings controlled.
Under Well Being Therapy, one practice to have a better quality of life. Mindfulness practices could help to improve the well being of one and considered as an effective tool.
Under Family Therapy, the focus is on fixing the conflicts with family members, if any and practice effective communication so that undesirable stress could remain checked and controlled.
Generally, the specialists suggests therapies in conjunction with medications to have an effective treatment of it. It helps to improve the lives of the sufferers of cyclothymia.
Where to find Support Groups/ Be part of Support Groups?
Maybe we are not aware about it, but there are many support groups available for those who experiencing cyclothymia where they can share their experiences, stories and learn about others too who experienced same. It helps one to feel that they arent alone and get encouraged to reach out and accept it openly. Few support groups are:
Conclusion
It is not easy to accept the vulnerabilities of mental health. Many of us are unable to recognise the issues, and even if somehow we able to recognise, it then becomes difficult to reach out and seek support and treatment due to certain factors like fear of judgment, lack of understanding, or so on.
However, admitting it wont make one weak. It allows one to be mindful of their issues and concerns and accordingly, avoid getting exposed to the stuff that triggers these issues.. Asking for support could help one to be open, courageous to accept and find alternates to deal with it.
Cyclothymia is a rare mild mood disorder and probably not easily traceable. But even if one has a doubt based on the symptoms one can have, better to connect to the physician and specialists to get it diagnosed and reduce chances of developing bipolar in later stages of life. With the help of medications and therapies, it could be treated and improve overall well being.
Discussion
Let us share, discuss and learn about it and spread awareness so we could able to recognize it often and minimize the risk of developing bipolar and support each other better.
How helpful you find this project?
Have you felt you or someone around you could be suffering from it considering those symptoms? Share your thoughts or personal experiences about it with us.
What are your ideas or suggestions to spread awareness about it?
References
Perugi, G., Hantouche, E., & Vannucchi, G. (2017, April). Retrieved March 08, 2018, from https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC5405616/
Cyclothymia Personality, Symptoms, Causes, and Treatment. (n.d.). Retrieved March 08, 2018, from https://www.psycom.net/depression.central.cyclothymia.html
Cyclothymia (Cyclothymic Disorder). (n.d.). Retrieved March 08, 2018, from https://www.webmd.com/bipolar-disorder/guide/cyclothymia-cyclothymic-disorder#1
Cyclothymia (Cyclothymic Disorder) (n.d.). Retrieved March 08, 2018, from https://www.nhs.uk/conditions/cyclothymia/
@asilentobserver very informative... Thanks for helping me grow !!!
@peacefulsoul17 and @markedone2543 please go through this forum once !!! Would be beneficial to you too 😊
I loved this, thank you for sharing and teaching us something new. Honestly, I never heard about cyclothymia ans when I start reading I thought "but wait, it's all about depression, or bipolar", but I liked how you explained it to us later.
I've had more severe depression and less of a state of mania which doesn't stick as long...If it returns at all. :(
@CoinFountain Hey Coin! I am sorry to hear about your severe depression. Did you reach out to a therapist to discuss on this?
@ASilentObserver
I'm on meds and on wait list so it's not as bad as it was.
@ASilentObserver
Brilliant! Well done! I was very pleasantly surprised with the way the article explained the difference between the BP1 & 2 and Cyclothymic episodes. I loved the diagrams they helped make things really clear.
In answer to some of your questions it made me think, What Is Normal? What is the normal state? Happy? Neutral Happy then Sad then Angry then fed up and Depresed then back to Happy? Hmm need more thinking lol!
@ASilentObserver
Thank you for sharing, I may even have had it. I was initially fiagnosed with post partum depression-then depression-took many meds,was in therapy'many yrs ago. Then had major anxiety-back then they called it manic/depressive-but looking back I did not really have major manic episode-more like mild hypomania.
My mood swings can be subtle-where basicalkt only i xan really tell. But i still see md,take meds,have done therapy off/on for yrs...
@ASilentObserver I was unfamiliar with this mood disorder, so thank you for the educational experience. You did a fantastic job presenting the topic, and the testimonials at the beginning really helped to humanize the condition. I think in too many cases with mental health diagnosis, people just label the person by there diagnosis, which is not fair at all, we should remember that these are people. Thank you for sharing this, and well done :)
Thanks for all the work you put into that. I know for mine, I was USUALLY in the ranges for cyclothymia, but went down into the deep end of depression a couple time and rode the border of "functioning" enough. It took my psychiatrist just over a month and 4 visits to settle on bipolar II instead of bipolar I because of how long I went before finally getting treatment (through no fault of my own) and was rapid cycling.
Giving her 4 pages of typed history helped along with the multiple visits in short order.
@Phoenix84 Ah could understand Phoenix. It takes bit of time diagnosing and recognising. I hope they support and treat you well. We all are here with you. Hugs.
@ASilentObserver
Friday is a full year I've been seeing this psychiatrist, and despite being on this same dose since the end of April, we didn't get it working 100% until switching from generics to branded in November. Added another one the end of January to get the last of my sleep issues nailed down.
I've had issues since 2000, switched GP in 2005 (GP before that entirely ignored my issues), and finally got my GP to move past "wait and see" in July 2016. Took from July til March 2017 to go through the red tape and system here before I finally got in with a psychiatrist. Today is day 612 since we got things moving, and I should have pushed harder YEARS ago.
