One word to describe how I feel today is....

Ashamed

when I think about my life; the first few years up until late 6th grade, I was pretty much unpopular, an outcast, a misfit, a loser, a person no one or hardly anyone wanted anything to do with.

6th grade up to 2016, that turned around. June 2016 however; feels like a weeping angel from doctor who managed to grab me and send me back in time. Bc now it feels like I

I dont know, sad. although i tried not to.

Overwhelmed

lonely

wrecked....

Deserted

Exhausted

unknown (something is wrong, something is telling me something, i do not know what is)

Horrible ( Any listener can 1-1 me )

Mad with my fucking self.