One word to describe how I feel today is....

I felt heard and seen by a few s's in class. Three were telling me solutions since I didn't know. A pa came in, and I think she commanded my respect. She came in, asked s's to do something, and she saw they didn't do it. I saw she directly stated roughly that she didn't see everyone do it. That's the hard part. Telling students hey, their off task and not following directions won't work in the class. I will Rember this. Because I saw students shape up. I think they were realizing that they and I could be in trouble. So, for that period, I need to be more intentional with getting students attention. And remembering their demographic. I am mad that sometimes they go outside to play catch. So I need to tell them bring the ball in and away. You need to come back in to the seats. Interesting.

Struggling

unneeded

Ashamed

Exiled, banished, cast out, excluded, discarded, deleted, cancelled; doesn't matter what term you use.

To an autistic person like me who values friendship, acceptance, and inclusion; any of the above is like a mini-nuke to the heart :( Triple if one already feels like absolute garbage over every single mistake they have made in their life.

The above being the punishment for those mistakes :(

Good tired

AWAKE. and a bit rested :D

@Laura numb

Energized

Defeated

sick