😥😥😭😭😭😭yep! That's the best title I could come up with
Trigger warning - disabilities and some moaning🙂
so the bottom of my spine is broken and not completely fixable. It's been this way for almost 5 years now. I am paralysed from the waist down, and had my legs amputated. I can sit up when I wear a special made brace with metal splints in, that way I can type, and do arts and crafts, I have good upper body strength, but I'm in constant pain, which really sucks🙁 I have 2 wheelchairs, but I normally use the one I can push myself in, not very far. But it feels like I have a bit of indepence being able to move myself. The past week I've had to use the other wheelchair. It has a control on the armres t. I can't use my normal wheelchair cause I'm to weak right now, and the pain is just so bad I can't move my arms and head properly. The doctors said oneday I will most likely become completely paralysed. So I try to do as much as I can, while I still can. So now I'm sad, and worried. Cause I'm not ready to be fully paralysed yet. I'm really hoping with a bit of rest, I can get back to normal. Well not normal, but my sort of normal😞 it's really hard sometimes. This month as been really really hard
@Tinywhisper11
Love you angel.
@amicableox0685 I love you too ❤❤❤
@Tinywhisper11. I was thinking about you 💜.
@adventurousBranch3786 thankyou ❤❤ that's very sweet of you🙂 gives you a giant tiny hug ❤
@Tinywhisper11
:( I'm sorry your in pain, its very heartbreaking to hear that. But it good you can be mobile now and then. I would push you if I could so you could go places and see things. The best i can offer is this meaningful hug.
@genericbeing awww hugs you back ❤ thankyou for being so kind. And. Um.. Could you just give me a push into the kitchen please??
@Tinywhisper11 Of course Tiny :) :)
@Tinywhisper11
Hi Lola,
I just wanted to check in on you and say hi 💕… sorry I wish I was better with words… I just hope a big warm embrace is okay 🫂 hugs you tightly ❤️.
Doctors are not always right and miracles happen. Just take one day at time and if theres anything you’ve taught me, it’s to enjoy the little things in life 🙂 🌸.
I’ll be sending healing prayers and love your way 🙏🏻 ❤️ .
Take care 🌻
and Lola, I believe we all have our guardian angels with us ❤️ 😇 . I’ll be praying for your angels to keep you safe and secure from all your fears 🙏🏻.
@Greentrees2325 thanks sweetie ❤❤ I really appreciate your kind words, hugs you tightly back. I believe we all have guardian angels too🙂 ❤❤
@Tinywhisper11
I wish I had a fraction of your strength. You are somehow able to share support and positivity while enduring so much on a daily basis.
This past week has shown me a slight peek into that which you endure. I try and think about you and the fact you have continued to share your positivity and strength with everyone, and I have been blessed to be one of them. I try and pull a little strength to endure this pain that has kept me bedridden and not able to accomplish anything. I have not been able to hold onto that strength. You are a wonderful person whose attributes I deeply admire.
Thank you for everything you’ve done for me, and everyone else also.
@Iamwhoiamwhoami awww ❤❤ thank you for your kind words ❤ you have more courage and strength than you think you do, I see that in your writtings ❤ gives you a hug. I'll always be here for you ❤ and thank you for being here for me to🙂❤
@TinyWhisper11 Hi Lola ❤️ Just looking in on you. I check my calendar each morning approaching the end of the month and think of you, wondering how you’re doing, and saying a prayer for you. Warm healing hugs for you. ❤️
@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas ❤❤🙂❤❤ your such a great friend ❤ thankyou, I'm not doing great, but I'll be ok ❤
@Tinywhisper11
I'm really rooting for you. Your the life of the party. I know you explained some things but will you still be able to type?
@amicableox0685 @jesusredeemedme when I become completely paralysed I'm not sure if I will be able to come on cups any more, or do art the two things that keep me going the most. Hopefully it won't be for a few years yet. But don't worry, I'm determined to live forever, so far it's going well😁😁
@Tinywhisper11
Awwww you might be paralyzed????? :((
@Tinywhisper11
Dearest lola, I am so sorry that you are suffering with so much pain. Pain that is Non-Stop 24/7 is extremely debilitating on our ability to stay strong and positive. Just know that you have so many people cheering for you here. I am very happy that you have people to guide you and show you ways to help with the pain. I know some days are harder than others but you are such a trooper. Remember you have so many beautiful things to share and inspire so many people. I know God is not taking you away for many decades because you do have so much good in you to share with others. Just remember this life is full of miracles. In my honest opinion you are one of them. Stay beautiful stay calm and stay inspired. I'm sending you healing hugs and healing vibes. 💗💗💗🤗🤗🤗🌞
Take care and take time to rest, you are loved.
best always,
ABB💜
@amiableBlackberry92 ❤❤❤ thankyou🙂 you always make me feel better, with your loving words ❤❤ I hope your doing ok?
@Tinywhisper11 *hugs you and offers you some ice-cream🍦🍦🍦🍦
@sadcat13 thanks cat ❤ I love you
