One word that describes your day is ___

*** and at the same time living and fun?

I think there's some fakeness I need to forcefully drop. Idk how. I just pretend to be on during karaoke to the point of danger. But I've just naturally pretend to be happy/not feel. So in my mind life is both "fun" and "I have to fake". Idk. Ugh now I think someone is listening.

It wasn't that bad today, cept I was a bit fake. Need to feel and acknowledge reality more. Instead of my mind thinking everything is ideal. Well, I'm now home and dumping all this ***. So I feel, present.

Time to go home.

frozen

Healing and scarring

Emotional suffering - honesty, and pain

I feel like a failure.

*I have to do something. About it. Maybe feel it. I'm a failure and still worthy.

Happy

-finding answers and being grounded

Great

Draining

(cuz it's end of day) BUT fun too.

disappointing

Difficult