Be Honest 💕
If you had to be honest in this exact moment, no mask, no filter, what word or sentence would describe how you feel?
I feel bad. I have a lot of guilt for having done many things wrong. It’s been months of feeling this way, but it seems like today everything has come back to me. I try to avoid it, simply to change. But it’s impossible for me to cope with this
@crimsonPark8658
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Well, id have to say my mental clarity is 100%...however with this clarity comes massive depression, extreme disparity, extreme loneliness, but numbness all the same...i dont know exactly how to explain it because i truely do feel all of those emotions...but at the same time i feel empty, like im slowly falling into the vast abyss of nothingness. Where my pleads for help are not heard, my life is flashing before before my eyes and there is nothing. Sorry to be such a downer but you asked.😵💫💔
@Ryan575
You don't have to be sorry!
And I did ask.
It's important to be honest.
I'm sorry you feel so overwhelmed and it's all alot at once.
It's amazing how we can feel such intense feelings while also at the same time, feeling empty.
I hope you know you are not alone here 💕💜
Thank you for your kind words. I know that there are multitudes of people out there in this world. On the internet, living their lives, and are probably experiencing nightmares of their own lives that are WAY worse than i i can even imagine. I care for those people and hope that they find their way out of those problems. So they can live their lives in happiness and prosperity. I do feel alone in my own world though, its sad to admit. My problems are my own, i just need to figure out a way to solve them but its difficult nonetheless. Emptiness has rendered me almost useless. Im having a harder and harder time conjuring up any kind of drive or urgency to keep going. Its sad. I cant help but to feel sorry for myself at this point in my life. As pathetic as i may sound. After all the hard work and dedication i have put in...im left with nothing but pain and regret. I pray for everyone on here to find their way and elevate themselves to a better place, but i am lost...and im tired of failing.
@Amanda84, I feel anxious for the coming week. That I had to tolerate another week with ppl that I think don't like me at work, to go through feeling left out from my team at work (they make me feel like an outsider or an outcast or maybe I'm overreacting and it's all in my head or I'm being too sensitive) and I have to bear a one on one meeting with my boss.
@selfconfidentVillage1022
Never let other people make you feel bad.
They are not better than you.
I hope the week goes better for you.
Sending you my support 💜😊
@Amanda84 I don't think I could ever make a guy happy, since they've never expressed that they were with me
@amusingWest5360
You just haven't met the right one yet! 💜
@amanda84
Angry I’m always angry now and I feel it’s never going to go away . I hate the way I am now it sucks and I’ve never been like this before .
@kawasakiKRT400rr
Anger is a natural part of grief, it will go away but it takes time 💕💜 Don't be hard on yourself, you need to feel what you feel!
@Amanda84
I wish I had a person like Aaron Glassman in my life.
@affectionateWalker3384
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