Here's something only a few will get....
Yes I'm suicidal.. no I wont do it. But I wish I never existed which is so much worst of a feeling. I feel at peace with the thought, then gripped with the brutal reality I'm still here.
@Thehollowwoods01
That feeling wishing you never existed can cut deeper than most people realize. It’s like a quiet ache that doesn’t go away.
But the fact that you’re still here, still expressing this, means there’s a part of you maybe small, maybe flickering that still hopes for something better. And that part deserves to be heard and cared for. You don’t have to figure it all out right now. Just keep holding on moment by moment. There is space for you in this world, even if it doesn't feel like it right now.❤️
If it ever gets too overwhelming, please consider reaching out whether it’s to a friend, a listener, or a helpline. You matter more than you know, even if your mind tells you otherwise!!❤️❤️
@Thehollowwoods01
I know the feeling. Although I would never inflict any harm to myself, I often wish I would be called home.
I feel it too
I wish no one had to feel this way.... yet it happens... so sorry youre going through it... :(
@Thehollowwoods01
@Thehollowwoods01 I have felt this before too, but my response isn't quite what most would expect. You did not "choose" to be born, and that sucks, but guess what you can choose? How you live the life you were born into (through no fault of your own).
@Thehollowwoods01 I'm really sorry you're feeling this way. Please know that you're not alone in this, and you truly matter 🤍 Sending you lots of love ❤️❤️