I'm not okay
I'm not okay. so what? so what if im not okay? so what if i dont matter? so what? so what if im alive? im done anyways.
im done.
im trying.
but i cant try anymore.
im sorry.
@amiableBunny4016 I'm also not OK. I haven't felt OK for as long as I can remember. I hope that you can accept yourself 100% for who you are and where you currently find yourself. Sometimes the world is a sad place, and it feels as though you're the only one who can see that. But I feel just like you, somewhere, across the world, in a completely different body, lifestyle and upbringing. Somehow, we stand together.
@helloBeach814
I hope you can find some peace with yourself 🌻 I admire your strength to keep going, despite not feeling okay
@amiableBunny4016
Hey Bunnyy (aka best bunny in the world)
I know it is difficult for you to see it right now, so I'll see it for you. I see the strength in you. The kindness in you. I could be here all day listing the amazing qualities you have.
That's why it matters that you are alive. That's why we care.
(feel free to peek into my pms anytime)
@amiableBunny4016 Hey Bunny Sorry you feeling so Bad. I’m having the same problems. My life is over I’m 59 years old and totally dependent on my wife. I have several major medical problems that aren’t going to get better only worse. I Feel like there no way out for me. I wish I stop my constant pain and the burden I cause my Wife. This site has Help me so much. Some of the Peps on here both members and listeners are amazing Give a shot what do you have to lose . Many HUGS CAUSE HUGS ARE THE BESTEST.✌️
@OnlyDarkness
Hey darkness, I'm sorry to hear you feel this way 🌻
Having medical conditions that aren't going to improve sounds unimaginably difficult.
I am very glad that you have your wife to look after you, she sounds like a wonderful human being. 🌻
I can understand the emotions around being reliant on her - guilt along with others. But sometimes, we can't help needing someone to help us. And kindness is the best return gift, I can tell you care about her.
@SparklingSeashells Thanks Spark makes me feel better when someone replies to my Post.😊
Tengo 16 años, vivo con mi madre y mi hermana, son buenas personas, pero me siento atrapado, sinceramente pienso en suicidarme diario, pero aun asi me animo a seguir a delante, mi madre trabaja duro para conseguir el dinero, se que ella quiere que me valla bien en la vida, pero la verdad es que la mayoria de veces ella exagera las situaciones, ni ella ni mi hermana me escuchan realmente, me hacen sentir como un idiota, un fracasado, y mi hermana solo empeora las cosas tratando de acuzarme con mi madre, mi madre encuentra todo malo, veo algo que me gusta ella se opone por razones que para mi son estupidas e inecesarias, a ella solo le interesa que yo aproveche el tiempo y sea el hijo perfecto cuando nadie se toma el tiempo de dejarme ser, de escucharme, quisiera mudarme de mi casa pero no tengo otro lugar adonde ir.
@daniel360rd
Daniel, in the public spaces, we do have to use english but I do understand your words. I'm hearing your ability to take perspective and acknowledge your mom's purpose and intentions, though I'm also hearing the heavy impact it carries on your soul. There is no person alive who is perfect and without mistakes. Without mistakes, we don't learn. They're a part of our process in this journey.
Having thoughts of ending your life is completely natural and very common among teens your age, and all adults. There is no shame in talking about. However, because your life is so precious and, as listeners, we're not licensed or educated on how to handle crisis, I want to refer you to our crisis page here because if you ever feel those thoughts come up again, I encourage you to reach out to someone who is meant to truly hear your words and help assist you in these dark moments.
Cuidate, y tu Alma.
@amiableBunny4016 Hey, listen to me; it's okay to not be okay. Never stop trying; I know you can make it now. Even though I feel like giving up, I won't. I'm alone. My loneliness kills me every day. I wear a happy mask for people who think I'm happy. They know me as an amazing, optimistic person, but I know how miserable I am. I literally have no one to talk to, so I just talk to myself. Most people don't care about how you feel; you have to find someone who loves and cares about you. ❤
@amiableBunny4016
I am sensing how exasperated you feel and how much you want to be free of this pain you've been carrying with you. Talk to us.
♥︎ What has shown you that your life doesn't matter?
Where does your pain come from, and how does it continue to impact you? ♥︎
If you feel you might be in danger of harming yourself, or having thoughts of ending your life, I want to refer you to our crisis resource page because, as listeners, we're not licensed or educated on how to help you in the way you deserve because your life is just that precious.
I really feel you. You have to keep on trying. I can’t promise you there’ll be a miracle. But you need to move on. Don’t give up. You’re not alone.
Hmmm...It doesn't matter. It's fine. I don't even know why I wrote this..I'm just a huge wreck.
I'm *** hurting. I'm a huge wreck that can't put words together. I *** my life and my life *** me.
There isn't any point venting about an abusive home.. no point in venting about my lonlieness or being the victim to bullying because then it will just make people think I'm a burden and I'm in self pity and no one *** cared about me.
Everyone says I'm not alone but I'm so *** done. Because most of my life I sat in a dark room screaming and smashing picture frames that didn't matter anymore.
I'm done with this ***. I want to pack everything away and *** get away from everyone and everything. I'm a *** burden
