It's my birthday and I've never felt more alone.
it's my birthday in a couple hours. I don't know if growing up means losing the spark of joy that surrounded birthdays, but the euphoria that was once present at birthdays are now gone. Tomorrow is also a school day, and it's a long and tough one at that. I'm just so tired. I don't even think my family members are trying, so why should I? I'm just exhausted beyond my limits anymore. I shouldn't have overestimated my own capabilities at a young age. I think I grew up too fast. I wish I could stay as someone that everybody takes care of. I don't want the responsibility anymore.
@SeparationAnxietyOverload I'm really sorry you're feeling this way.
You're not alone, and you truly matter. 🤍
Wishing you peace and comfort wherever you are 🤍 and may this year bring you lots of joy and beautiful memories 🍀 Happy early Birthday!! 🐾❤️ Sending lots of love your way! 💝
@fossilfellow
Aw thank you so much, you're so sweet 💓 I wish you happiness too 🫶
@SeparationAnxietyOverload
Happy birthday 💜💕
Life is tough and overwhelming at times and birthdays can trigger things, but ultimately, every birthday we have, is a celebration, not of getting older, but if being here, being healthy sbd we shouldn't let them pass. You matter and so does your birthday and a great excuse for ice-cream and cake 💜💕😁
@Amanda84
thank you so much <3 i really appreciate you
@SeparationAnxietyOverload
A pleasure 💕💜
First of all Happy Birthday. Second, I am so sorry that this day isn't bringing you happiness but frustration, and depression. Any holiday or celebration can bring loneliness and you are not alone feeling this way. Know that you have found a very supportive place to be and you are brave for posting your feelings and troubles!! I will send hugs, wishes and prayers that things get better for you.
@GoBlue
Thank you so much for your well wishes and prayers <3 I wish you a happy life too <3
Sorry you are feeling overloaded. It might be helpful to relax your mind with some meditation or deep breathing. That helps me. Afterwards I think more clearly and am able to see the big picture instead of getting lost in unimportant details
❤️
@azureAcres1605
Thank you so much for everything and the advice, I will definitely use it well <3
You are welcome. 😊
Happy late birthday! We love you <3
@jesusredeemedme2425
Thank you so much <3 Words cannot express my gratitude <3
@SeparationAnxietyOverload
Awww <3
@SeparationAnxietyOverloa
Aww…Wishing you a Happy Birthday…..🥳 you need cake!
@RainbowRosie
Aw thank you so much for the birthday message! <3 Ily and have a great day ahead! >3
You can have cake after your birthday. We won’t tell. ;) <3
@SeparationAnxietyOverload I hope you had an amazing birthday! We care about you. Have a wonderful day friend. BTW what is your favorite ice cream flavor :)
@WellsFiction
Aw thanks so much, I really appreciate everyone on this platform <3 <3 <3 Thank you for the well wishes, I hope you have a great day too! OOo, interesting question, I like Earl Grey Tea ice cream, it tastes super rich and yummy. How about you?
There’s an earl grey tea ice cream??? O.O
@jesusredeemedme2425
yessss omg it's so good, especially because I adore tea :)))) An ice cream store in my neighbourhood serves it with a warm waffle and it's absolutely mind-blowing.
Ooh, warm waffles sound good <3
@SeparationAnxietyOverload Oh I've not heard of that flavor, but sounds tasty. I cookies and creme most of all.
Wells!!! Where have you been??? I haven’t seen you in ages *big bear hugs*
@jesusredeemedme2425 Hi friend! I'm always around, lurking in the shadows haha. Good to hear from you. Hope life is treating you well(hugs)
Awww you should come and hang with us more <3 You’re an amazing person! <3
I got my hair cut short, and I also now have a reading nook and a book drawer! <3
What about you??? <3
@jesusredeemedme2425 Oh very cool!. I don't need a haircut yet, but it's getting longer in the front.
I'm going for my driver's test in August! Also learning how to publish ebooks :)
@WellsFiction
oooooh the classic cookies and cream sounds super scrumptious as well! I totally get your choice :)))
@SeparationAnxietyOverload Thank you. I also like mint and butter pecan. Butter pecan was my grandpa's favorite I've heard.
Did we make your birthday better? <3
@jesusredeemedme2425
ofccc, you guys are the sweetest <3 <3 <3
We try hehe <3
Honestly, my last 5 or more birthdays were all extra chill and with me just minding my business alone in quiet. I hate my birthdays, and not because i hate people or something, but because those around me think that they have to act in a certain way, so they do what they think they should. But in the process, they force themselves to give me attention and instead of giving me attention, they give their own act attention, and so i feel like a divinised statue, and even get blamed if i act as if i don't like it. Although i think it should be obvious i don't, because no one is celebrating me, but the fact that their son lived another year. So basically, no one is minding or caring about me during that event. Only about themselves and the whole thing. I'm just there for show...
So... don't worry. Your birthday should be just a day of weekend if you ask me. Maybe along a friend or partner, or even family if you get along them well.
Hey
Wish you a very happy birthday dear!
You are never alone you deserve everything in life….just don’t complicate it by thinking too much…..go easy on yourself
Life plays different seasons with us…..whatever you are going through will not be there for long…..you are important and loved…. May god give you immense love and abundance
@amiableCamp3259
thank you <3