@Sunshiningandsoareyou- This is for you❤️
Please don't lurk/read messages or upvote/ reply to anything here if you're not Sunisshiningandsoareyou or AmiableBunny4016 ❤ This is a personal space.
@Sunshiningandsoareyou
❤️Helloooooo Sun buddy,
Lol. I dunno if the tags work anymore but I am sure Sun's powers work somehow. I really hope you find this lol. Even tho i see you around, i miss you Sun. if I get really honest with you I miss you. I miss having the time to chat to you on forums. I miss asking how you are doing. I miss you Sun. So me made this space for the both of us to chat and chat and chat. and even if we dont reply immediately we can still check in on each other. ❤️ My sun buddy is never alone. hehe. how are you doing Sun ?
Bunny
@amiableBunny4016 
How's bunny doing today?❤
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
aww Sun.
surviving. im hanging on Sun. how are you?
@amiableBunny4016
Aww I'm sure Bunny is trying her best to hold on. Hang on tight, okie. Right next to you, rooting for you! I'm doing alrightyy! *hugsss* ❤
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
I don't know Sun. Nothing feels the same anymore. Everything feels different . My mind is being... strange. and thinking of weird things i cant understand💜 Glad your doing alright. hope your taking care of yourself!
@amiableBunny4016 Oh noes, it's an awful feeling when our mind keeps sending us some thoughts we aren't able to understand, creating more confusion and overwhelming us with everything around.
Do you wanna share more about what's feeling different, or what might be causing everything to feel different/ strange though?
Super okie to not know, or not understand everything always. Bunny is allowed her time and pace always. 💜
Haha not nosy lol, you're just a caring sweet bunny. 💜 Yes, Sun should be 😴 but shhh! XD
I'll soon hehe! *hugs*
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
Smh smh. 😅 It's ok. I don't sleep either.
I hate to vent 😭 but life is really killing me.
My mind has become my foe. 💜 It's started playing games with me.
Idk how to express anything. I can't even write anymore. That feeling of lonlieness keeps soaking inside of me as if no one is there. I just cry for no reason constantly. I tried screaming into something but idk I still get that stupid lonely depressed feeling. Sometimes I assume no one likes me sometimes I do things like post something or fiddle to pass time. I just want to stand in a middle of a feild and scream and cry and run. Just run. Leave everything and everyone. Leave the world. Just keep running till the end. It doesn't feel like I'm the same bunny anymore. I don't feel like a human. Recently I had lots of listeners who sent threats to me or manipulated me and so I still have to heal from that ***. Other times it feels like the teenies like me too much. I can't figure out myself. I'm numb. I don't know how I feel. I don't know how to not hate myself.
Some people say I'm stuck in self pity and I'm just being stupid. But sun, you probably know more than I do, am I really stuck in self pity? Do I just sit here and feel sorry for myself when I'm fighting so much? What's the difference between self pity and the war I'm fighting? I really can't understand anything right now.
I can't even talk to people anymore. I forgot how to socialise. And even if I do talk I talk trash.
I just wanna be normal Sun. Like all the other teens. Like a normal person.
Idk what I even said 😭
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Anyways lov ya! Your amazing!
Bunny
Also i hate to be nosy but shouldn't Sun be asleep :o
You're missed and so dearly, @Amiablebunny4016 welcome back shining buddy, I'm soooo happy to see you're back! ❤
🤗 *biggest hugsss* 🤗
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
aww thank you so much Sun! So happy to be back!
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
Been a long time shining buddy. How are you doing today?
@amiableBunny4016 Aww we're already on page 2 hehe! Always lovely to hear from my shining buddy.❤
I'm doing okay, unwinding with some appreciation posts and hoping to get some sleep lol!
How's youu today?❤
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
Bunny is alive. Im going home tommorow so thats gonna be fun /sar . I mean i was kinda sick of sitting at hospital anyways. Aothoiwehtiohtiowehtoiskowehftiewh SUN get some sleep. YOu mattter. you amazing. Glad you okay. Always here for chu
@amiableBunny4016 haha that's such an adorable gif lol, soo me. XD
Aww alive bunny is good bunny. I'm so grateful you're here.❤
Darn that doesn't sound fun hehe, but but bunny is super strong, and has an army of people to support her and cheer for, we'll get through it all, okie?!🤗 *hugs hugs* here for chu alsooo!
You're important as well and deserve as much rest and care always also. *tucks youu in bed* we doing bed time stories? Lol! Rest well, bunn bunn! 😴
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
noooo Sun. im not going to sleep now. lmao. i get other things to get on with T-T tonight is an all nighter.
@amiableBunny4016
oh noes pulling an all nighter?😮 I do hope you can get the necessary things done and get some rest as soon as you're able to. Be goooood to youuuu! ❤
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
Its for lurking on cups T-T because..... im a strange child. hope you get some rest soon.
@amiableBunny4016 lurking on cups all night? You don't know?😮 kids aren't allowed to lurk on cups when they should be sleeping!😛
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
*face palm* I felt like Sun was Santa for a second. But the rules don't say that🌷 Also bunny is going home at 6am anyways.
@amiableBunny4016 I'll wear my santa costume in December xD can't wait Haha and lol what is this santa dance :P
I hope all goes well bunny *hugs* seee you! <3
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
Sun xD, do I need to write an essay for you? You literally left the bestest appreciation in the world. I love you so so so so much. YOu beautiful human. Your just.... ahhlawhjtoihwaoteih. Bunny loves you so so so much. Your appreciation was the best appreciation I have ever received. You made me cry. Its coming back achuuuu!
You know Sun, they always say that appreciating others is so so powerful and can spread so so much joy and kindness. And you are just the bestest of shining buddies and so inspirational. I dont know you as well as the others do but Sun, you are so so so special and amazing and beautiful. I think I have lost words for you. I love being stuck in Sun's goodness. No one can be as good as my shining buddy. Your staying here forever! I love you so so much.
Sun you have always been an inspiration to me and you always make me smile. You literally reply to my forums so so quickly. T-T you are always there for me and I wish i could appreciate you enough for how much you do. You even mentioned my project. xD
Today was the last day of that project but Sun you did so much for me I cannot tell you how much it means to me for you to appreciate that project. awhjtihweoithwohtiowat. You are truly a caring , genuinely amazing person. Just fantabulous! And of course Sun's name is in my bio 😭 xD how can i not put the most best , beautiful, fantabulous person in the whole wide world in my bio.
You are so gifted to this world Sun. Your family and friends and 7cups are so so so blessed and lucky to have you. Your literally the best person we could ever ask for and everyone appreciates you here Sun!
You are always a shining ray of light in the darkness of the world Sun. Remember you were the first person to reply to *amiablebunny4016's sapce* forum and you are just the sweetest xD. Bunny loves you so so much. I know this sounds so so repetitive. wack.
You are so magnificent and loved here Sun. You truly make my days! <3 Your just.... a big volume of love and kindness and a huge blob of amazingness! xD
Noooo, not the poem. i actually beat myself up with that poem xD. Bunny was...... lmao. lol. but im so so so so so so glad my Sun buddy liked it and loved it. You lovely lovely human!
And you even wrote a once upon a time for me T=T Sun.... whyyy? oh wait.... i cant ask why because you already knew.
Once upon a time, there was a Sun. I met Sun in a place I never imagined I would meet such a lovely beautiful, amazing person. Sun shone the brightest of light on everyone. Glittering sparkles of hope and joy and kindness. Sun was kind and thoughtful and caring and the most heartwarming person of all xD Everyone appreciated and loved Sun so so much for all Sun does. Sun was joyful and fun to be around and even became Bunny's Buddy. The best buddy Bunny could ever ask for. Sun was like a shining glitter ball in the sky shimmering. Sun gave strength to those people who needed it. Sun gave warmth when it was cold. Sun gave light whenn it was dark. Sun was just alot more we could ask for! Sun was a gift to the world. Sun was a heart full of light, joy and so much more. xD. Sun taught me more than just, to be kind or to ...... stay here. Sun taught me what true kindness and love really meant. what it means to .... have good people in the world , to truly be alive and how gifted we really are. We are so blessed to have Sun in our life. And this story/journey doesnt end. Bunny will love Sun forever and ever. Will always appreciate sun for all Sun does! xD
Sorry that forum was huge. But I had to say how much i love love love you!
You are the bestest buddy I could ever ask for
Bunny
Random check in on one of the most beautiful person on the planet.
How u doing Sun? Hope u is ok. Idk why but bunny often feels something is wrong. Hope you taking care of yourself. Also your probably asleep right now but when you wake up I just want you to know that you are amazing and ily so much bestie.
Bunny
@amiableBunny4016 i l😮😮😮😮😮😮ve this thread idea! now, i am neither amiable nor sun, but, here i am messaging in forum-pm b/w sun n ami😀
@amiablebunny4016
*hugs super tightttt*
Come what may, Bunny survives, Bunny Braves through every challenge in her way, Bunny is resilient and perseveres through every storm.
Some days are just a tad bit extra difficult and it's okie, just a testing moment for us. We need to hang in there even more tightly, specifically during these moments, when nothing makes sense and hope continues to seem bleak as ever.
In these moments, its needed we extend our hand out to someone for support, because it is okay to need support and its brave for us to reach out. There's people out there waiting on you, buddy, they'll be happy to support you! Please do connect with crisis helplines okiee? We'll have to take the leap of trust and hope for everything to be okay super soon! <3
And exactly in these moments, it's important to be a little extra kind towards ourselves and be as gentle and patient as possible.
The dark clouds will poof soon and The Sun will rise again for us! ❤
*still sitting with you and hugging you tight*
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
hey, hey Sun, how are you? you okie? hehe. bunny misses you even tho i see you around alot.
(p.s no need to check in on me. hehe. im fineeeee . was just missing you from the inside xD)
Hope your looking after yourself
Bunny
@amiableBunny4016
Bunnyyy I'm doing okiee, thankyouu for checking on me and being just your sweet bunny self always! You are a special somebunnyyyy!❤
*hugs hugs hugs*
How've you been? (smh the audacity to even think I won't check on you 😛) How's everything going in bunny's world?❤
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
pfft.... its okay Sun *hugs if okay* 😭❤️ glad your doing good (i hope your telling me the truth lmao ❤️ ) . Yeah , no bunny is okie. all good. 🙈 was missing you recently.
@amiableBunny4016
Hehe not the good-est xD but manageably okiee! (true haha awww) *hugs* (':
Wow I hope you're telling me the truth also!😛 jk jk no pressure at all, I would always want bunny to do good, but also want bunny to remember that life throws the most rotten lemons sometimes and it's so okay to fall apart or not be okay too. Bunny is still accepted, loved and appreciated. (Maybe a tad bit more even~ it's only during our lowest, most "I don't need no one"~ times that we really do be needing someone and some reminder that we are too cared of and loved, even if by one person, because that makes all the difference~ and I so hope bunny remembers that she is loved and cared for by sooooo many people including her shining buddy always). ❤
You're in my thoughts too, sweet bunny being. 🤗 hugs are always okayyy smh :p *hugs back*
What you been upto? How was your day today? Spillll lol! Whatever you can/ feel like/ want to anytime! *more hugs* ❤
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
Sun.... The only thing im saying is no. no, just no. im done Sun. I might be in the lowest times of my life. I might have lost myself in this problem. in this life. life is like a container that pulls us into these thoughts and if we hold too much inside of ourselves with negative feelings that container pops. When i faced and battled life the only thing that went through my mind is "I wont do this anymore". I told myself that it will only hurt. but at the end...... so what? so what sun? so what if im suffering. so what if i dont love myself? so what? who would care in this world when everyone is just a shadow that passes by? so what if they decide to bully me or abuse me? so what if i need attention? so what? at the end.... its just me and myself. nothing is left sun. im changing. from this day on, i have decided to be no one.
this is why im taking a break from every role and everything.
Just dont even bother. its fine.
*hugs if okay*