Work
Hi everyone 😢
i feel like the biggest loser right now
Ive had a consistent struggle with getting to work.
I get that I had the toughest year of my entire life but this is STUPID!!!
At least once a week or every other week I’m calling out.
I have therapy a she’s not going to be happy with me. I’m not happy with me. I woke up so tired and feeling like a wet rag this morning. Now it’s afternoon and I’m working in my thoughts.
Idk understand what I’m doing wrong or gore to fix it???!!!?
I’m so frustrated 😩 I’m an adult, I’ve worked full time before. I feel like I’m going throw up.
@peachThinker662
This post sounds like you're at the end of your rope but I don't think that's true.
I think you're at a point where you have to dive deeper into your fight, and you know it. You're just not sure how to do it.
@peachThinker662 ..... I pushed post by accident I didn't finish my thought.
You started back to work this year and that's a big step. That's not easy. I think we find encouragement from new techniques and new perspectives, but they get old and don't seem to have the same power And so we have to find another tool or mechanism and that's hard.
But I think, a very important thing is that you've used numerous tools and mechanisms to get where you're at and you might have to find some fresh ones but it sounds like you do not want to let go of what you've already gained, so you make sure you just hang on to that until you figure out some fresh mechanisms.
You will keep getting stronger and keep getting back in the groove because deep down that's what what YOU want..... try not to get in your own head so badly..... You are working through this and it is NOT an easy, simple or perfect process. be proud for your determinations, not sick about when they don't work.
I get it. This was a bad one and you lost faith in youself and your efforts. OK.... mourn this episode and then start again. You are amazing and you got this! 💖
@peachThinker662
You are not a loser, you are very strong and capable of healing.. take it one step at a time, sending you lots of love and strength.
Unfortunately the hard truth of being human is that we all fall. It’s inevitable, just like the sun setting in the evening, at some point in our lives we fall in every definition imaginable. However… We get up. Every time we fall, when we’re little, our parents teach us to get up. When we’re going through life, our peers show us how to get up. We find ways of getting ourselves up. You’ve made mistakes, but tomorrow is a new day. So make the commitment within yourself. Admit to yourself that you’ve fallen, but take responsibility for it and get up. Find a way within your support system; do you have a spouse, friend, relative or roommate who can give you a wake-up call? How many alarm clocks do you have and where are they located in your room? How is the quality of your sleep? How are you eating? All of those things contribute to showing up everyday.
I’m rooting for you! I believe in you, and I know you can do it! 😁
@RickestRick86
“Admit to yourself that you’ve fallen, but take responsibility for it and get up”
this right here ❤️❤️❤️
@peachThinker662
Hey Peachy! Not Peachy yet? That's OK.... You're a real Peach in my eyes and probably many more.
Just a quick reminder, try not to stay discouraged. I'm not sure what hours or what days that you work but here's the hoping you have today off so I can wish you a very happy Sunday. Try not to drag that baggage of last week into this week.
A day every couple of weeks is not the perfect employee. But it is definitely a person that is trying to do the right thing and fighting like hel*l to get there. You are perfect just the way you are. Stay in the fight, and don't let this beat you down OK? It's really hard but you can do it, and you will get stronger with every successful day.
@IsayUncle
aww 🥰 a peachy peach. Maybe one day I’ll be peachypeach instead of peachthinker 💜
Leaving the baggage last week, over there. Thank you for that reminder. It’s today-and I’m moving forward!!!
I will stay in the fight!!! I want it SO bad 💗💗💗💗💗💗💗
I hope you enjoyed your Sunday as well!
And thanks for the beautiful yellow flowers !!!
I appreciate the support so much. Everyone often has different things to say and I’m grateful for it. And I make my best attempts.
I have to remember though it’s not going to work instantly and be kind to myself. And not beat kind into myself! My inner dialogue is an a$$ hole.
@peachThinker662
Your Welcome. Wishing you the best week ever..... that includes good days and yucky days! Those are the best. We love the good days, and Stubbornly Challange the yucky days (making us stronger or growing through them). You can do it.
But mostly GOOD DAYs this week!
@IsayUncle 
Being imperfect is the most human thing ever and you are or broken. You have the power to choose different actions to change your situation in a positive way.
