what's the point...
I don't know what I'm doing anymore. I think I've just about given up. Tired of trying. it feels like I've just stopped caring about everything, nothing matters to me anymore. Whats the point of anything. I just feel numb, don't really feel anything atp. No one understands, no one cares. Im just a hopeless cause who should'nt even be here. I was just some stupid mistake. Why me? why now? why why why. I could ask a million questions but only end up more and more confused. They say time heals everything... but nothing will heal if I cant escape the source of my pain. There's nothing I can do. I can't be fixed if I'm already beyond repair. This was all my fault, I wish I could go back and undo everything. I cant keep living like this. Nothing feels real, nothing makes sense. idk what Im doing, and I probably never will.
@IzzyGamer i have just one thing to say and if u are ready willing to change or atleast improve the situation... Please do this: stop whatever u are doing. Just breath. And breath, deep breaths. You know what!? Why u feeling that way? It's because of the energy, it's going downwards and causing u all sorts of depression.. so yeah TRUST ME. I'm not sponsoring anything I am doing it and it reduced my Anxiety depression: SUDARSHAN KRIYA. It's a breathing technique. Please enroll urself into a course, happiness course. You will be taught to this technique.
@IzzyGamer This sounds super heavy, and I'm so sorry you're carrying this. You are not a mistake, and you are not beyond repair. This pain is lying to you about your worth. The fact that you're expressing this shows a part of you is still fighting. You don't have to figure it all out now. Alot of people here are here for you! 😺
Just that in what ever thing you do or think there are still people on u side. don't loose hope I am with u looking at in the Bible there was a man who got every sick all his properties were gone all his children died but because of faith God healed that man and he even got kinds . Trust in u self every thing will be fine, 🙏🙏
I am sorry that you are feeling this ***. Right now if I had the ability to reach through the screen and do one thing to help you I would.
I'm 54 and have gone though so many times when I felt like I was stuck to the floor and I couldn't get up. I've made some very poor decisions that have cost me dearly. The only thing I could do is to look at what is wrong and plan a way out. Sometimes it is difficult to see a way out, like you are anxious, depressed and stuck in a cloud of smoke.
We have no choice but to continue to look for solutions and improve ourselves in any way we can. Having a good support system helps a great deal (friends, relatives, etc.). There is no guarantee that we may face another challenge right around the corner. Having a backup plan for some of the things that you need like employment helps.
Good luck!
I'm sorry you went through that we here to help you anytime I went through a lot but the key is stuck to my head it was never gave up which I tried but never did work thanks God to that also coping a skills and talk to the right people it helped me to understand more better situation and the question I asked and I said back and forth
Everything will work out
@IzzyGamer
Feeling numb or like nothing matters can be exhausting and confusing. Sometimes focusing on small, manageable ways to cope like talking to someone , journaling or moving your body can help a little. What’s one thing that feels possible to do for yourself right now, no matter how small?