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Today's been hard. I'm on vacation but I can't help but remember that last year when I was here I was skinnier and maybe not healthy or in a good mind set but I look skinnier and better and not fatty and now in recovery I've gained weight back and I feel fat and ugly here now and like I have to try so hard to look good and I look huge and I can't handle it
I was supposed to meet this guy today for lunch, and I was anxious about it all night. However his basement got flooded and everything got canceled. I'm am so drained. Now I have worries that maybe he really doesn't want to see me.
@Rebekahwriter13 That sucks Rebekah. I'm sorry your plans fell through. Hopefully it really was just the basement and he'll reach back out soon to make new (dry) plans.
Today is very very hard. I just tell myself that it will feel so bad for long time probably and maybe one day less bad. It is gonna feel bad tomorrow and the day after that. It is gonna feel bad next week and next month. But some day the bad won't take control of the good. There will be sad times but also good times and I am gonna live with the bad and find good between.
@SkylinePainter I'm sorry that today is tough and that it seems like it's been tough for you for a long time. Keep statying strong and reach out for help if you need. We're here and you're not alone. 
I feel like people just dont want to befriend me
Today I am mad that my boyfriend left me to "be sure I was it" for him. Why is it okay for him to go search the corners of the world for somebody better or to be sure that no one is as good? Why does that matter? Now I am here and I have to keep going even though I am helpless here and still care about him.
They said things will get better but its not . I dont have forever to wait for the day when i can feel like myself again. I dont really have the patience to do so
They said things will get better but its not . I dont have forever to wait for the day when i can feel like myself again. I dont really have the patience to do so
Everyday is a hard day.. what do you mean? 😞😞😞😞
So I recently just got out of a deep state of physiological distress and mental pain; excruciating mental pain. I feel normal now. I don't feel as though I'm 100% recovered but if I were to put a number on it 65% sounds reasonable. Anyways, I don't experience the same levels of physiological and mental distress as I did 2/3 days ago and I was wondering if my neurological structure has been affected in any way by this distress. In other words, is my brain fucked up because of my mental pain?
i feel like everything i touched is going to break. Its like im a walking disaster. I was confronted by a lecturer and why is everyone in med school keeps fretting over a small matter ? It gave me such a bad anxiety that i almost couldnt think about anything while im doing the exam. And i cant help act like a wimp everytime people confronts me.