(tw: child loss) my sons birthday coming up, I miss you so much😭

@Tinywhisper11

 sweetheart. I can’t even begin to imagine what you are going through but know that I empathize for you. Such a tragedy and you have every right to feel the way you feel. Your son I’m sure is missed everyday but Holidays and birthdays are the toughest. These are extra special days ♥️💕

Despite what you are going through, know that you were given a gift. 💝 A gift to be “Joshua’s mom”. No one can ever take that from you. Just loving and honoring him, you are a good mama 💜💜

In getting to know you on 7 cups, you have quite the sense of humor, I always read your posts with a dialogue that consists of excitement and laughter. 

My heart goes out to you. Take the time to wallow in your tears if need be. Crack some music and sing at the top of your lungs. Do what helps with your emotion your feeling, that includes punching a pillow.  

@Tinywhisper11 You didn't Let. You were a baby yourself. So small and defenseless. Just a little girl. There was nothing you could have done to stop it. I'm sorry that sounds harsh but this is true too. I know the truth hurts. The past hurts and you have suffered so much. I'm not trying to hurt you more. ❤️  They are sick people that do these things to children. They're predators preying on the small and innocent. They will pay for the cruelty. They will pay for their sickness. 

I'm so sorry you're going through this. I'm so sorry you had to suffer at all. And your beautiful son. Joshua. Such a good name. He would be so proud of you. He knows this wasn't your fault. He wouldn't blame you at all. He knows you love him and he loves you too. I wish I could take this pain from you. Snap my fingers and make everything all right for you. Be angry but be angry at the monsters that took him. Not yourself. It's hard. I know ... But you can make it through this. 

Joshua loves you.  I love you. We all love you Tiny ❤️ 

@Tinywhisper11

You didn't let anyone take his life. You were a child, you were hurt in the most horrible ways, you didn't deserve it and you are one of the best people I know, your time to be a mother was cruelly taken from you, but you are still one, you love Joshua more than life, they took enough from you, don't let them take that, I love you ♥️

@Tinywhisper11 Holding you in safe hugs, Lolabeaniee. 💖

Don't know how to cope with everything? Vv understandable and it's okay to not know.

Pause "coping" and try just being? just breathing, one little moment at a time, try being here?, be with people you consider safe and loving, and just remember to breathe through it all, we'll make it through. 💖

Please be around, reach out to the people here, you have plenty of people here who love you dearly (me included, goes without saying but a reminder is nice always I think hehe) and who accept you whether or not you feel normal about yourself. You don't have to go through this entirely alone okiee. 🥺 

Keeping you and your lil angel baby in my thoughts today, and always. 💖

@Tinywhisper11

I can't imaging loosing a child.
I sit here and weep along side you.

BIG HUGS being sent your way because I know you would be sending hugs out to users in need. 

🤗 🥹

@Tinywhisper11 I'm not entirely sure how to answer all your kind replys right now, but thank you all for your support 💖 I love you all 💖

@Tinywhisper11 hello

@Tinywhisper11

No one has the magic words to make things the way they should be or they way we would wish them to be. If we did, we would certainly have given them to you the moment we felt you hurting. 

If we could, I am confident we would all choose to envelope you in a comforting aura that soothes away all pain and heartache, and shields you from all harm. 

Yet you persevere and succeed without all of that. You make others smile and bring good feelings to those who encounter you. You foster humour and you embrace your own creativity. And you do all of that without any of us doing anything for you. 

There is no right way to cope. What works one day might need refinement on another. You love your son, and there is nothing you should berate yourself for. It is clear you carry him with you, and the depth of your feeling honours him. 

Each day his memory steals into your thoughts, each moment something makes you smile, each time you do or say something that feels good, it is homage to the both of you. The minutiae of continuing are of secondary importance. Just keep being. 

We are all rooting for you, Tiny.

@Tinywhisper11

@Tinywhisper11 sending you a lot of hugs in this hard time