[TW] Emo’s little emotional corner 🥲
Possible trigger warnings: death, sh
read at your own risk I guess
🥲 I know this month isn’t as bad as last month, but I still feel so awful. I know I have been sh free for 3 months but as the days go by some are getting harder and harder not to go back to old habits, UnU I wish my nana was still around. ☹️ I miss her so much 😢 ever since she passed away my mental health was never the same, it got so bad and it’s better now but my depression is terrible.. some days I feel like I’m falling deeper into the hole of depression while climbing out at the same time. 😢 and here’s me complaining about headaches when I literally do nothing about them. 🥲 what I learnt from today is try not to laugh lots with a headache as it makes it worse. I’m also sad today ☹️ I graduate high school soon and lose a whole network of irl support ☹️ so sad
Rawrrrr
Yayyyyy the monseter is upsidee downnnn!
@emotionalTalker2260 Monster's doing a handstand lol 😁
@mytwistedsoul
😂 lol. It is too.
nah :’) its just that cups wanted to display it upside down.. I couldn’t even rotate it or anything..
@emotionalTalker2260 mine usually want to go sideways 😕 found out I have to hold the phone sideways to get an upright picture to post lol!
@mytwistedsoul
lmao cups 😭 i have noticed the sideways thing though
@emotionalTalker2260 I miss that you can't resize the pictures 😕 I've been fighting all day to post a reply to someone and its keeps giving me an error code! There's nothing bad in it. I've reworded and deleted things and it just won't go *smh*
@mytwistedsoul
silly cups ☹️ Wasn’t there an extension that helped to perhaps resize and maybe rotate images
(@RarelyCharlie)
@emotionalTalker2260 I don't remember any extension for that. Until recently you could resize an image directly, but 7 Cups accidentally broke this and haven't fixed it yet. I vaguely remember there was a problem with rotation in the past, which I think was eventually fixed, but they might have broken that again.
As far as I know the recent changes were intended to block "adult content". It's likely the algorithm is not perfect and blocks other images too.
Charlie
@RarelyCharlie
🥲 the good ole fix it to break it is back.
Anyways, thanks for answering (: I thought there was like a little program that worked around the resize issues but I'm not too sure if I remember if it's real or not lol
@emotionalTalker2260 Apparently not lol! I do remember it being like @RarelyCharlie said. Seems like the more they try to fix or upgrade things the more they break but then they never fix what they break 😕
@mytwistedsoul
its a fact though. They fix things that don’t need fixing and it only breaks it 😀 noni is still broken. That’s something that needs fixing, noni has been broken for nearly a whole year
@emotionalTalker2260 Noni's broken? That's so sad! I like Noni. I used to talk with Noni more than I did anyone else when I first came here
@emotionalTalker2260 "fix it to break it" has me on the floor lmaoooo!🤣😭🤝😭🤣
@mytwistedsoul
yeah, noni is like, actually broken, I try to talk to that bot every now and then, but for nearly over a year all there is (basically) is a “sorry, I don’t understand” or “I’m currently asleep 😴😴😴”
(the fact that just to write two sentences on two different devices is just another level of frustration.. can’t even type on my phone without it throwing so many spaces in the box for no reason and the fact that its throwing words I’m trying to type at the end of the sentences into other words.. 😀😀😀😭😭)
@emotionalTalker2260 I tried talking with her today. She said she seems to have come unplugged 😕
Oh wow Emo that's a whole other of frustration you got going 😬 my phone would well - be airborne. There's not enough bug spray for this level of infestation 😅
@mytwistedsoul
Free bugs everywhere, I repeat, FRee BUGS xD
@emotionalTalker2260 
@mytwistedsoul
🥺💖 *hugs*
@emotionalTalker2260 *sits with Emo* ❤️ rough day? I'm here if you'd like to talk ok?
@mytwistedsoul
I kinda spiralled last night, there was evidence of it left in a mod’s pm :’)
something about being attached to earth by a rope but also flying in space at the same time.
I’m alright though 😊 how are you?
@emotionalTalker2260 I usually have a cringe moment when I see things I might have written during those times. It makes me feel oh sooo much better about myself *sarcasm lol*
I'm glad you're all right though ❤️ me - Idk. I've been kind of stuck in the pit of misery tbh. Thank you for asking though 🙂
*leaves a basket of hugs just in case❤️*
@mytwistedsoul
the things I’ve found that I’ve apparently said when I wasn’t within reality have been rather out there :’) the ipad was once called a window with a button (lmao). I keep getting yeeted out to space. And soms other weird things, the weirder the comments, the more out of it I apparently am. Ngl, its kinda embarrassing but funny for me at the same time. And I understand 😊💖
*offers hugs to shoo the misery* sorry to hear 🥺 (and of course I’ll ask 💖)
-hugs-
@emotionalTalker2260 A window with a button lol - in a way it sort of is? I mean you can see and go anywhere with it - sort of lol
Yeeted into space tho - Just the word yeet makes me laugh *smh*
Aww thank you for the hugs ❤️ 😊 *sends hugs back* ❤️
@mytwistedsoul
yeet is a funny word, i love using it lol
😖😖😖😖..
😖 past 24 hours have not been good..
@emotionalTalker2260 
*leaves hugs ❤️*
@mytwistedsoul
dinooooooooo
*hugs*
@emotionalTalker2260
An Otter for you 🦦
A dino doing a little dance for you:
A snack, if you want it 🍪
@SleepyShyCat
oteerrrrr 🥺💖
*dances with dino* 😛
(we’re passing on the snack today 😔)
@emotionalTalker2260 Forgot to tell you I like the new pfp 🙂 Its from the aristocats right? O'Malley the alley cat 😁
@mytwistedsoul
It’s Marie 😮 and yes Aristocats.
@emotionalTalker2260 Everybody wants to be a cat - cuz a cat's the only cat who knows where it's at 😊
@emotionalTalker2260
I think the thing on friends and support systems, I honestly do not think you will completely loose all your support system. I think that yes it may be hard but if they are true friends they will continue to be your friends. It does take two to make it work, so you can't just wait for opportunities to fall into your lap. It is really hard to keep relationships but trust me, you will feel so much better. Don't worry.
😖 I can’t do it anymore.. i just can’t.. i wanna delete everything and make everyone forget about me
@emotionalTalker2260 *sits with Emo* You're not someone we'd forget ❤️
@mytwistedsoul
☹️😭💖
@emotionalTalker2260 *offers safe hugs* ❤️
@mytwistedsoul
🥺 *hugs*
its all just a big long breakdown.. and I’m gonna go cry more to the point i sleep
@emotionalTalker2260 I'm sorry you're having one 😞 I do understand tho. Had one myself not too long ago. Be safe tho ok? I'll sit here with you ❤️
@emotionalTalker2260 *hopes Emo got some sleep* ❤️
@mytwistedsoul
emo slept 12 hours 🥴
@emotionalTalker2260 holy guacamole! 😯 does Emo feel rested?
@mytwistedsoul
still feeling like trash ☹️ Also getting sick again
@emotionalTalker2260 I'm sorry you still feel like trash - that's a good word for It tho. Ah no not sick 😞 that really sucks and adds to the trash feeling
*sends healing vibes and lots and lots of hugs* ❤️
@mytwistedsoul
Hugs 🥺💖
Anyways, how is you (:
@emotionalTalker2260 *hugs* Soul is - idk
How is Emo today? *sends veggie soup to help Emo feel better* ❤️
@mytwistedsoul
Emo is okay 😮 -hugs-
@emotionalTalker2260
*peeks in to see how emo is* ❤️
@mytwistedsoul
Soullllll 🥺💖 lovely to see you. I'm not good smh. How are you 😮💖
@emotionalTalker2260 *offers big safe bear hugs* ❤️ Is there anything I can do to help? It sucks not feeling good - especially when we don't feel good for a while 😞 You have people to talk to here yeah? You're welcome to talk with me too if you'd like - it's just not private here in forumland
@mytwistedsoul
*pokes* hey, sorry I haven’t been able to reply for a bit, i kept using my phone and i cannot type long replies on it in the forums without it glitching and throwing way too many spaces that i never requested it to do in between everything 🥲
*hugs* I don’t really have many people to talk to here, and my days are swallowed by sadness and lo like, and I’d love to chat 😮💖
how are you?
@emotionalTalker2260 Emo! :) Nothing to be sorry for ok? I'm sorry to hear about your phone's not wanting to work right. I've seen a few posts that have really big spaces. Maybe it's a site glitch?
*hugs* ❤️
That sadness can feel so heavy 😞 Do you know what's causing it? Its ok if you don't of course but you're welcome to talk about it if you'd like
And here - Idk - you get used to certain people being around and then one day they're gone. It's hard to watch people come and go 😞
@mytwistedsoul
the reason to the emptiness and sadness is rather dark and can be extremely triggering :’) and yes its seems to be a site bug on my phone. It’s not fun and its really frustrating 😫
and i know ☹️ People come and go, but its hard to let go of them