[TW] Emo’s little emotional corner 🥲
Possible trigger warnings: death, sh
read at your own risk I guess
🥲 I know this month isn’t as bad as last month, but I still feel so awful. I know I have been sh free for 3 months but as the days go by some are getting harder and harder not to go back to old habits, UnU I wish my nana was still around. ☹️ I miss her so much 😢 ever since she passed away my mental health was never the same, it got so bad and it’s better now but my depression is terrible.. some days I feel like I’m falling deeper into the hole of depression while climbing out at the same time. 😢 and here’s me complaining about headaches when I literally do nothing about them. 🥲 what I learnt from today is try not to laugh lots with a headache as it makes it worse. I’m also sad today ☹️ I graduate high school soon and lose a whole network of irl support ☹️ so sad
🤡 great, theres another storm, ahahaha. Trying my hardest to keep my anxiety calm, but the rumbling from this storm is so loud.. anyways, i have my music on my headphones loud. I hope I don’t get another headache, and if i do, i have no choice other then to have my headphones continue playing music whether it causes the headache to get worse as rumbling = anxiety and anxiety = being overwhelmed and if i get too overwhelmed I’ll space out and shutdown 🥲.. again.. I hope that doesn’t happen and i hope there isn’t much rumbling as it scares me
☹️ Emo needs to restart their day. They are an awful person and they woke up crying because of how awful they are. My head hurts 😖 this is why I don’t cry. I guess today is another day filled with emotional headaches 😖 i hate this.. I’m awful as well, terrible person i am.
@emotionalTalker2260
*pops in to Emo's corner and huggles so tight* I completely get that feeling of wanted to start the day all over again, and I know you are such a wonderful hooman bean. Emotions are really difficult to cope with, and emotional headaches are scary, I understand - Nerdy Nerd is here for Emo, and Emo is not alone 💕✨
@Nerdtastic
*hugs nerdy nerd* 🥺💕💕💕💕
@emotionalTalker2260
I’ll be coming back on my l starting on the 6th, so feel free to spam me as much as you need, my amazing bestie 💕💕💕
@Nerdtastic
yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy, spam is coming for you 😈 *hugs my cups sibling*
@emotionalTalker2260
I hope the time moves like the flash 🙏 💕
@Nerdtastic
😀 i hope so too
Brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
Tw: swearing 😀 if you don’t like swearing, just skip/ignore this
How the fuck am i still awake :( its 2am in the fucking morning, I’m still a mess just like yesterday. Fucking hell.. also, i am exhausted and how the fuck am i still able to fucking spell lol. I’m fucking over being depressed and I’m fucking over my anxiety appearing at unnecessary times making everything fucking stressful. I’m also over the fucking mind blanks and the shutdowns and everything similar to them that I’ve been going through with the past 3 fucking days. I am fucking over it. And I’m not a bit tired rn while i am swearing my ass off in the forumlands 😕 fml.
And fyi (for everyone) i am *sleep* cupsing. I claim i am asleep 😀 so i am sleeping and cupsing rn. How cool.
@emotionalTalker2260
You got some real skillssssss /j 😀
@Nerdtastic
🤡 yeah, the worlds best skills, you know what, I don’t sleep, i charge myself /j 🤡 beep boop /j
@emotionalTalker2260
*sends sleeping dust* The world is a wonder 🤡
@Nerdtastic
you know what i do with sleeping dust *noms sleeping dust* 🤡
beep boop, sleeping dust won’t affect Emo(bot)
Okay, jokes aside. I am a human and not a robit 😂
there is a robot from living A.I called emo 🤡 what are the chances! How cool. They named a robot after me /j
😀 i know its late at night, but i wanna go run around or something, i have energyyyyyyyyy 🤡 gotta love 2:30am moments 🤡🤡🤡 weeeeeeeeeeeee
@emotionalTalker2260
You’re famous, Emooooo! And yes, those moments ruleeeee /j 🤡🤡🤡
@Nerdtastic
beep boop, i am famous (anonymously) 🤡 you read the 2022 January community update
@emotionalTalker2260
Yes I have, and you are beyond famous 💕💕💕
@Nerdtastic
And you will always be famous to me 💕
@Nerdtastic
*hugs* 💕 you’ll always be my cups sibling💕💕
@emotionalTalker2260
*huggles* Right back at ya 💕💕💕
@emotionalTalker2260
Thought I would try 💕- Nerdbot understands that feeling 🤖 🤡
@emotionalTalker2260
Oh nuuu, I can understand how anxiety and overwhelming stress can turn you into a night owl, and it’s just really beyond undesirable *huggles* 🥺 💕💕💕
@Nerdtastic
*huggles* 🥺💕
Energy at 3am sounds stupid and is nearly the start of a terrible story.
😀 okay, i thought I’d never say this. But right now i hate having adhd. Blame my anxiety for keeping me awake, blame my depression for me being sad all the *** time and blame me for idk, just blame me for something. 💕
So sad i cannot use this as a pfp anymore :( i miss crying pikachu. Cups pfp thing is weird. Like it’s literally just a pikachu holdimg an icecream that spilt :(
@emotionalTalker2260
Oh nuuuuu 🥺🥺🥺💕
@emotionalTalker2260
Nerd doesn’t blame Emo for anything - adhd definitely doesn’t help, I agree 🥺 💕💕💕
🥺 emo sad..
i was dragged around town all morning noting i am tired af and i was even half scolded (in public) about me being on devices too much.. i hate my house, i hate everything. *hides*
@emotionalTalker2260
aww emo <3
that's not good what happenend with you !
*offer emo some tasty yummy cookies *
*offerr hugs *
@navyHouse3677
*hugs* 🥺
@emotionalTalker2260
evertything would be alright emo <3
you are soo strong and i know for sure you get through this <3
@navyHouse3677
:0 emo is watching movie
@emotionalTalker2260
👀👀👀👀👀👀
which movie emo is watching <3?
@navyHouse3677
@emotionalTalker2260
ohhhh wooooowwwwwwwwwww !!!!!!!1
i really love this movie 😮😮😮😮😮😮😮😲😲
@navyHouse3677
One of my favourite movies too
@emotionalTalker2260
haha ,I hope you enjoy it <3
@navyHouse3677
:’)
@emotionalTalker2260
💜💜💜💜💜💜💜
@navyHouse3677
💕💕💕💕💕💕 theres 2 short circuit movies 😮
@emotionalTalker2260
yesh :P but i really love both if them
@navyHouse3677
i will watch the 2nd one another day (:
@emotionalTalker2260
See 2nd one too it's really amazing emo 💜💜😛😛😛
@emotionalTalker2260
Awww, Emo Emo - that's not fair 🥺 *provides huggles to hide in* 💕💕
@Nerdtastic
🥺🥺🥺 *hides in hugs* 🥺💕💕💕💕
no its not really fair is it :(
@emotionalTalker2260
Emo deserves better - Emo is wonderful and compassionate hooman bean and cups sibling 🥺 *sits in a bean bag and comforts Emo* 💕💕💕
@Nerdtastic
🥺💕💕💕 nerd is a jellubean *throws jellubeans at my cups sibling* >:3
@emotionalTalker2260
*catches jellubeans in mouth and noms* Tankchu >:3
*sed noises* 🥺
@emotionalTalker2260
Awwww 🥺 *huggles* 💕💕💕
@Nerdtastic
🥺 *huggles*
@Nerdtastic
Smh, whenever you write "sed," my spanish brain turns on (I'm bilingual in Spanish 😛), and I keep thinking you mean that you're thirsty 😂
All jokes aside, Nerdy Nerd is sowy Emo is sed 🥺 *sends comfort beams* ✨💕
@Nerdtastic
😭😭😭😭😭😭🤡🤡🤡😭😭😭😭😭🤡😭🤡😭😀😭😀🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡😭😭😭😭😭 smh nerd
@emotionalTalker2260
I know, my Spanish brain wakes up every once in a while 😂
@Nerdtastic
*huggles* 🥺 been a long day, in fact, i should be catching zzz’s rn, but hear is the restless me being like, “WTF is sleep” 🤡😭😭😭
@emotionalTalker2260
*huggles* No pressure - sleep when you can, and I can relate to that restless part of you 🥺💕*sends sleeping dust even if it isn't effective* ✨
@Nerdtastic
*huggles*🤡 send a house full of sleeping dust please 🤡💕
@emotionalTalker2260
I shall *sends dump truck of sleeping dust* 🤡🤡🤡 💕
@Nerdtastic
🤡 tankchu *huggles*
@emotionalTalker2260
🤡 Of course *huggles* 💕
@Nerdtastic
🤡hey nerd guess what.
@emotionalTalker2260
What's up? 🤡 💕
@Nerdtastic
go to bed 😛 /j. I am gonna go to bed mystery now 😊 tc nerd *huggles* 💕
@emotionalTalker2260
Smh smh, Emo - it's 8:24 am here 😛
And goodnight to you, Emoooo! I hope you have some sweet dreams *huggles* ✨✨💕💕
Like the colours in this image is just like my happiness.. non-existent..
😕 i should just go completely silent, its not like many people want to hear my voice anyways.. and all i do is cause trouble overtime.. people should hate me. Why do people even love me when I’m just a handful.. I guess everyone should run away from me while they can. *goes silent*
@emotionalTalker2260
*pops in and huggles Emo Emo* 💕💕💕💕
@Nerdtastic
@emotionalTalker2260
@Nerdtastic
@emotionalTalker2260
@Nerdtastic
🤡 what is sleep. I am so tired i am restless, i am so depressed i am sleepy, i am so anxious i cannot sleep, i have my mood swings caused by adhd which leaves me in crappy moods, i have too much energy from adhd i cannot sleep. Life is a joy rn. I am becoming an insomniac 🤡 fml
@emotionalTalker2260
That sounds beyond stressful to overcome, Emo Emo 🙁 Nerdy is here for Emo *sends tons of comfort beams* ✨💕
L account will be off self-care break at 10pm ET, and my pm doors will be wide open 💕💕💕
@Nerdtastic
🤡 I better be the first person you attack with hugs 💕
@emotionalTalker2260
I will be, don't you worry 😛😛😛
🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 *hides in the darkest corner* 🥺🥺🥺😭
@emotionalTalker2260 sits with you
@theriverissinging
🥺 *hugs jaggu* 🥺💕
@emotionalTalker2260 hugs ❤️
@theriverissinging
🥺💕
@emotionalTalker2260
Awww, Emo Emo 🥺 *sits on bean bag and offers huggles to hide in* 💕
@Nerdtastic
🥺 *hides in nerd's hugs*
@emotionalTalker2260
If Emo needs to hide in pm’s, my doors are always open 💕💕
🥺🥺🥺🥺
Emo wants to cry 🥺 Some people have bought some of my painful past up..
🥺🥺 and me is in trouble *runs off crying*
@emotionalTalker2260
Oh no Emo ... it’s really upsetting when such memories are brought back up again, I understand ... Sending the warmth in my heart to you ....
@VaryingCloud @Sunisshiningandsoareyou @GloriaD @Aikyaa01 @blissedNblessed @wonderfulRainbow817
😮 me just wanted to tell y’all that i very much love and look forwards to seeing you’s in the forums (:
I see you’s as very close friends and besties 😀🤗
Love y’all 💕💕💕
@emotionalTalker2260
Aww aww Emo! So loved the word bestie! ❤️🤗
Thank you for the tag (and inviting me to your corner :p)
Love to see you too in forums (and in pms too very soon haha)!
@VaryingCloud
🤭 hehehehehe welcome to one of my corners (🌽ers) (🤡) (how 🌽y) (ahahaha sorry thats my adhd brain going 🤡😛🤡😛🤡😛🤡)
*offers bean bag* 😮 welcome to my emotional corner
@emotionalTalker2260
haha thank you for that warm welcome! *takes a seat and eats corn on the cob*
@VaryingCloud
😮 me doesn’t offer corn, that was my weirdness talking. *offers cookies and icecream*
@emotionalTalker2260
I know lol xD! I plucked the corns out from the corners and ate them! (Self service :p xD)
Thank you for the cookies and Icecream! ❤️
@VaryingCloud
🤡🤡🤡 🌽ers
@emotionalTalker2260
*offers you happy , supportive and loving hugs*
Can't wait to see you on the forums!
you are loved too! ❤️
@blissedNblessed
(: *hugsgggsssss* 😮 *offers cookies* yayyy ^-^
@emotionalTalker2260
yay! Cookies! 😋
@blissedNblessed
yayyyyyy ^-^
@emotionalTalker2260 awww 💕💕
Me also just wanted to tell you that me loves you too and is very grateful to have interacted with you , awh :") ❤❤
You is awesome :3
@Aikyaa01
🥺 awwwwww, i am so glad me crashed into your corner 😛😛 because that day, i gained a wonderful, nice friend 💕🤗💕
@emotionalTalker2260
Aww love you too! Can't wait to see you in the forums either! <3
@wonderfulRainbow817
^-^ yayyyyyyyy \^-^/
@emotionalTalker2260
Aww, that’s so sweet of you Emo 😊 I’m so glad to hear that, and looking forward to meeting you in the forums 💛
Some cookies for you too 🍪 🍪 🍪
@GloriaD
😮 Emo is nothing but sweet. Me cannot be meanie at all because that would hurt me more than what my meanie words could hurt someone else. *offers icecream* 😀
@emotionalTalker2260
Ah, I see Emo ... I think that’s interesting, how one would be hurt more as compared to hurting others by being mean ... I see that it’s rare, due to many reasons. I just hope people give you the same amount of kindness as you give to others 🌻
@GloriaD
😮 sadly thats not always the case for emo. The world has rarely been kind to emo. Me has been bullied for 7 years in a row and been alienated for over 9 years 😮 and me is only 17. 😮 i sure did wish people were kinder to me. But honestly when people are kind to me. I find it slightly awkward and I don’t know what to do with the kindness so i fire kindness right back at those who are kind.
@emotionalTalker2260
Aww, Emo! *hugs* I can actually relate to that situation, as I was bullied in the past as well, and even after all that time, I’m not used to be treated so kindly on here either so that makes quite a difference. However, it’s something we are accustomed to, and sometimes it’s hard to understand how to react - I’m glad that you’re returning the kindness to those who are kind to you, because that really builds something special 😊 💜
@Nerdtastic
😊
@emotionalTalker2260
Oh my, only seeing this now 🤧
You're one amazing forum bestie, Emo and I'm so grateful to know youu! Love ya lots! ❤
From " \😃/ " To " 🐨🦥🤗 ", we've come a long way and I'm certain it's only going to get better! Yay!
*huggglessss* 🥰
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
O-O *sees this 15 hours later* 🤧🤧😖🤧 sowwy sun lol 😀
yes our greetings have came a long way 😮 and i love how it started with the words of yours: “me likey \😀/”