Stay STUCK in my own Muck, or FIGHT, like never before! Again and again.
Listed below are other threads, I created, on this topic, in the past. I always seem to spiral downhill to the point of hopelessness.
But then I fight, not because I'm strong. Because I'm snared and scared of what will happen if I don't fight. (not about harming myself, but, about losing everything... including my dreams and aspirations)
After I fight myself out of danger, I'm able to maintain and function with just a little bit of hope.
If I visit this thread, It's because I'm down and almost out. (but not out yet). I come here to talk myself out of hopelessness.
Anyone is welcome to interact, share, and just let it all out. Find a little relief, and hope to continue on.
Listed below are past threads:
The mess hall retreat turned into a real mess and may cause me to lose the house war.
I will attack with a major offensive counter attack and possibly save this campaign from failure.
Battle one: Cleanup and settle lingering skirmishes.
Battle two: Dust bunnies and furballs have joined forces to infilterate my home base from all points of the compass.
I will battle and defeat them at the northern front (bedroom) with the battle weary but mighty vacuum cleaner!
@IsayUncle
@BlueDarkAurora
🤣🤣😂🤣🤣😂 thank you! ur such a charmer! 🤗
@IsayUncle ^-^ How are you doing?
@BlueDarkAurora
EEEhhh, head down, slogging forward. 😣 but ..... 😁 the best i can.
How 'bout you?
@IsayUncle wellll forward's the only way forward xD I think I'll be taking a little inspiration from you and fight the dust bunnies in my head.
@BlueDarkAurora For some reason a leaf blower came to mind 😂 Just be careful not to blow out your pilot light 🤭
@mytwistedsoul too late, I'm dead??
@BlueDarkAurora I got you! 😊
@mytwistedsoul
@BlueDarkAurora 😂
@IsayUncle Tally ho! Be brave good knight! Tarry not with thine sword of Hoover! Dust bunnies and furballs be damned! 😂😂
@mytwistedsoul The vacuum strikes back lol
@BlueDarkAurora 😁 The second series of Hoover Havoc 😂😂
@mytwistedsoul
@BlueDarkAurora It went south so quickly! 😂 They say heat can sanitize 😂😂
@mytwistedsoul xD
@BlueDarkAurora Are demons supposed to be that cute? 😂
@mytwistedsoul yep
@BlueDarkAurora @mytwistedsoul 🤣😁😂🤣😁😂😆🤣
Thanks for the ridiculously funny morning uplift. You 2 are just way too silly together.
You guys were like the USO group, coming in, to entertain the troops. And it worked. 😄💖.
PS. my wartime antics is just another role playing method to conquer obligations. i'm not going crazy.... not really, i don't think... well, maybe. 😬😜🤪.
thanks again, and have a wonderful day! (a day filled with wonder, instead of worry)
@IsayUncle 🤪
Hey house work is a battle. No joke. Why is there always so much housework? And it all seems like a trap. Dust just comes back.
@mytwistedsoul
LOL haha
@mytwistedsoul
@BlueDarkAurora You should ask Tiny how she hides her horns 😂
@mytwistedsoul lol @Tinywhisper11
@BlueDarkAurora 😂😂
@mytwistedsoul @BlueDarkAurora
@Tinywhisper11 No? 😳
@mytwistedsoul 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
@Tinywhisper11
@Tinywhisper11
We all know you are! uhuh uhuh, suuuure? 😇
@IsayUncle 😂 Exactly! 😂
@IsayUncle I'm a Angel too💖😇
@Tinywhisper11
@BlueDarkAurora
@Tinywhisper11
@Tinywhisper11 That gif is a mood 😂
@BlueDarkAurora @mytwistedsoul
Your GIF's were spot on, and perfecty expressed. STILL LMAO 🤩🤣
@IsayUncle
As this week begins, I believe I can make peace on two war fronts.
I have not won the war on the house yet.
Western front defeated.... Attacking the southern front NOW.
@IsayUncle
@IsayUncle
@IsayUncle
@Tinywhisper11
The chores are counter attacking!!!!!!! Argggh. 🤣
Love You Tiny, how are you doing today? 💗
@IsayUncle 😂😂😂 I love you too 💖💖 I'm ok'ish 💖
Everything is Soooooo mucked up.
Put on the muck boots and grab a shovel...... start digging.
Focus -> --> -----> Advance -> --> -----> Repeat -> --> -----> Better here, than there..... I think. My mind is so jumbled.
I feel reallly weird today... kind of spacey fog with no direction. It's OK, not bad. Just total loss of discipline or control or purpose.
It's rainy and very gloomy.
BUT i know I must get things done so i can get back to work and get my vehicles fixed.
With both my trucks broke down, all sense of order and priorites are all over the planet.
Do basics, i have to get beyond the basics, but have to get through the basics first.
The basics for today: 1 - clean kitchen / 2 - clean floors / 3 - do laundry / 4 - do paperwork / 5 - formulate plan for next week.
the hours are slipping by, getting little done, eyelids getting heavy.
Not done with kitchen yet.
@IsayUncle take a little nap? 💗 Or maybe some tea.
@BlueDarkAurora
Thank You. How are you doing today?
@IsayUncle I'm fighting some demons lol but they're not in my head xD
How are things going with you? Here's a flower for you 💗
@BlueDarkAurora
those puny demons ain't got nuttin on you! 'Wham" "Bam" 'Smash" 
I don't think they can keep you down... what r they? 🤔
& thx for the flower.... here's some sweets.
@IsayUncle @BlueDarkAurora don't worry I'll protect you aurora💖💖 are you ok?? Uncle John it's time for you to go to bed young man💖
@Tinywhisper11 with you my protector 💖 I'll be alright 💖
@IsayUncle Aww thank you 💖 I hope you know we are here for you :) always *-* 🌸
OCTOBER 30 2025 THURSDAY
---> Getting out of the financial MUCK! <---
This is the beginning of a battle towards financial security for the start of 2026. I wish I could talk about real money but I fear that turns people off and more importantly, it might make others, less fortunate, and struggling harder, roll thier eyes and feel worse. Money doesn't bring happiness. BUT it does give us freedom. Freedom to make choices.... Those choices can destroy us or enrich us. It alway comes back to choices and consequences.
But First WE Must Earn the Money
(I can make my choices later, after all my bills are paid)
FREEDOM.
(My 30 day goal is to as find, orchestrate and complete as many jobs as possible)
OCTOBER 30 2025 THURSDAY (Day 1)
Stay disciplined with morning routine. Fill out paperwork for upcoming jobs.
