Much better than yesterday. Tge one listener I have been talking to in the past, spent most of the dsy online with me - we are STILL talking. She wasn't feeling too well emotionally and I had the opoortunity to act as her listener for a long peroidbof our talk. It made me feel good.
Sad because my boyfriend broke up with me and I really like him a lot. He still says he cares about me but I'm just too difficult to deal with. I got this app because maybe it'll show him that I am trying to improve and that I will be easier to deal with.
@Laura
I would say feeling mixed emotions not that great feelings
I am in a bad mood. The people I live with disrespect me. For instance, they both urinate with the bathroom door open, and I can hear everything. I have asked them to close the door but they refuse. When other people are in the house, they close the door. It is only when I am alone in the house with them that they do this. That is just one example.
@purpleTree4652- yikes- that is really weird - either they are comfortable with you- or more exhibitionist!!
@barncat, no, it's more than likely that they substance abuse issues and disrespect me. check and check
@purpleTree4652- sorry to hear they are so disrespectful towards you.
Done
Lonely. Torn between hopeful and hopeless. But, determined
Unstable, like I'm about to blow up anytime now
Lost in a massive array of dark tunnels, alone , scared, and ashamed with no possible way to escape.
Melancholy. Rewatched a childhood tv series which highlights about an abusive relationship.
hugs
Apart
Lonely, anxious
Battered and beaten
