What’s something you’re looking forward to in the near future?
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I haven't seen a friend for quite a while so I'm looking forward to meet them when they come visiting the island. There will be surely a lot to talk about 😊.
How about you? What are you looking forward to?
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@amiablePeace77
How about you? What are you looking forward to?
I am looking forward to seeing my brother-in-law tomorrow, he's 17 and one of my best friends
@amiablePeace77 I am looking forward to starting my new job soon! I hope you have a great time with your friends Ami!! ❤️
A weekend of rain.... we need it
@Fradiga
I applied forrain with the rain fairies both of us! 😃 The land here starts to show cracks, not to deep but it shows how much we all need rain!
Goodness ! I hope you get it.
@amiablePeace77 What are you looking forward to?
Leaves budding out and the first flowers
@soulsings Similar things I’m counting on! I love the long days and short nights. I feel like you can get so much more done
@soulsings
The first flowers after winter are always special!
I am the same as you missing my friends and looking forward to our trip. I am visiting Nashville first week of May! I have never been should be fun
@SunShineAlwaysGrateful
I like to wish you a nice travel and lots of fun already now! 😃
@amiablePeace77
Well, it is my birthday on Tuesday...
@UberRuminator
I wish you a great Birthday! 🌻 What is your gift to yourself on that special day?
@amiablePeace77
I bought some coconut cake that I can put a lone candle on and blow out by myself.
@UberRuminator
Mmmh coconut cake! I love it that you put a candle on it!
@amiablePeace77
Yes. I put one candle on it and sing Happy Birthday to myself.
@UberRuminator
Love it! Even if there are no people around to celebrate with it does not mean we can't make a nice birthday for ourselves!
Happy Birthday 🥳 🎈
@amiablePeace77 Sadly, I am looking towards a day I can rest in peace, not suicidal, just hoping my time comes soon :(
@AngelicFall
I can’t erase your pain but I want you to know that we’re here for you to listen hugs. 💙
Be happy about anything because right now I don’t know even what am I or what am I doing. Having a job would be cool but it’s hard to find one that I will be qualified for.
@HukThe1ST
Enjoying what is good in the moment can sometimes be the only thing to keep us floating when things are rough. It can help to talk to someone. Whilst sharing our worries and concerns we can get answers we are looking for on our own.
I hope a job opportunity will open up for you soon.
Thanks, but sometimes it’s just hard to be proud of something or be happy about, when I don’t have things like that in my life, at least for now. Im disabled, feels like I can’t enjoy life, I have no achievement that I could be proud as of right now and I don’t get to connect with people because I simply awkward socially. I’m at the point where I’m frustrated, I’m exhausted, everything feels very numb like some sorta empty shell of everything I see and feel, medicine makes me feel like I am a zombie because schizophrenia is not fun, I want help, I can’t find help, I’m broke and unfortunately, as angry I am right now, I’m calmly as I can say it:
i can’t.
@HukThe1ST
So sorry for the late reply 💙. I'm so glad that you came here and opened up. You can't always keep everything for yourself when things are so rough and venting can help. Have you told your doctor about how the meds make you feel? Maybe there are alternative meds with less side effects than you describe. I wish I just could give you a big hug irl but here is a virtual hug for you Huuuugs 💙
Have you already explored the 7cups bipolar/Schizophrenia/Psychosis Support? https://www.7cups.com/home/bipolar/
You will find listeners have particular knowledge in schizophrenia here
I hope this helps.
Thanks for responding and sorry for my meltdown. I don’t know what am I doing sometimes, regretting it minutes or even seconds later. You are all nicest people I can think of
sorry
Independence ☺️
@susancaringgirl
I hope you will get the independence you need soon. Independence gives a sense of control in our lives and that can increase also our self esteem.
@amiablePeace77 How about you? What are you looking forward to?
I just lost a parent to old age and even though it was not a total surprise, it is still a shock to the system when both parents are gone.
I look forward to finishing all the details that have to be tied up after someone dies and focus more on self care and helping others. Those are things that really help me feel better.
@soulsings
I'm very sorry for your loss. I hope you can get through with everything that needs to be done fast and focus on self-care.
@amiablePeace77 thanks for your condolence and kindness.
@soulsings Oh Soul. I am so sorry for your loss. I am sending lots of healing beams and good thoughts for you. ❤️