Um I'm just gonna vent a bit
Tw) physical abuse and underage sex
sometimes the thoughts and flashbacks become to much to cope with. I'm trying to be supportive of so many wonderful people here, and spread some smiles too. But truth is this month as been really hard mentally. I can remember the pain of being beaten and whipped, burnt with hot poker's, as a small child I would scream. But after they cut some of my fingers off I kinda went numb with pain, no more screaming no more crying I just shut down and from then it hurt badly but I couldn't react to pain. Same thing with sex after about the age of 8 I would just lie there spaced out, and do as I was told. I am haunted by the screams of other slaves. I was kept in a cage, when not in use. We were not allowed blankets or clothes, and often have to try and sleep in torture positions we were out in.😞😞😞😞 life can be cruel
@Tinywhisper11
Hi TinyWhisper, you've been soo immensely supportive of so many people here and you have spread an amazing amount of cheer and smiles throughout this community.
You also deserve to be heard and supported because what you've been through isn't something anyone should ever need to endure alone, in silence, or without emotional and physical support.
While we, the people here in this community, can only offer words of support, love, and kindness, know that you are a very valued member of this community. Feel free to vent whenever you need to or want to. And we will do our best to offer all the kindness we possibly can!
We love you, sweet Lola!
💗💗💗💗💗💗💗
@DancingSongbird579 I don't feel good😞
@Tinywhisper11
I know you've had not only a hard month so far, but also a really challenging life. Terrible things can happen to good people, and you are one of those good people who has experienced terrible things.
We can't hide from our pasts, and we can't hide from our feelings. Just know that you have a lot of virtual love and support here, and you can vent anytime.
Lots and lots of Gentle Giant Tiny Supportive Caring Hugs to you. 💗
@DancingSongbird579 ❤❤🙂❤❤
@Tinywhisper11
💜💗🥰💗💜 back at'cha!
@Tinywhisper11
*huggles lola beanie tight if okay* me loves you. 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers hugs you back ❤I love you too ❤
@Tinywhisper11
buddy how are you feeling today? 🥺 *hugging you tight* 💕
@LoveMyMoonflowers I'm trying really hard not to be sad today. My carer bought me a giant Easter egg, to cheer me up 😁❤ it just hard sometimes
@Tinywhisper11
i’m glad you’ve got a giant easter egg 💜 that sounds cute. 💙
i hear you, it’s hard ): your not alone lola friend 💜 here for you.
@LoveMyMoonflowers thanks lovely ❤
@Tinywhisper11
I'm so glad that you're here and lived to tell about it... What I've been through feels like nothing compared to that, and I don't even think people would believe a lot of my stories... But what you've seen and been through, guaranteed almost no one can begin to imagine. I feel like I would give anything to have the power to single-handedly tear that cult apart and make sure that all of those responsible are brought to justice. So, needless to say, my admiration and respect for you are through the roof.
Even more than that though... I'm so glad *you* are here. My personal world is a lot better with your goofy sense of humor, and I feel like we've got a lot in common with that. 😂 I try to make a difference in a lot of good ways, but the best kind of difference is making my friends laugh. I really hope I make a good difference for you like that. That said, I'm also always here for you, even though I may not have the right words, or enough words, or sometimes I just have too many words... But try to keep in mind, that no matter how dark it gets now, you can call to me in your mind, and if I hear it, I'll send you mental hugs and try to reply with whatever stupid stuff I was probably inwardly laughing about. Anytime at all, I'll mentally come running, and that might just be a nice sort of thing to pretend can work, but I promise in total seriousness that if I even think you're calling out to me, I'll think good things so hard at you that people might wonder if I'm constipated or something. It's all good, they probably wonder about me anyway. I just want you to be ok though. ❤️
@Torean your so sweet and definitely goofier than me😁❤ thanks sweetie ❤
@Tinywhisper11 Hey Lola, here to support you however we can best support.
@FlatenedByLife thanks ❤❤🙂
@Tinywhisper11 I love you. ♡
@YourCaringConfidant I love you mostestest ❤❤
@Tinywhisper11 vent 2) same tw) there's so much I don't think I quite get, like sex and owner's, so not technically wrong. That was their right as owners. But perhaps the killings and torture stuff was abuse cause well beating maybe but not to those extremes. I'm a bit confused I think. I'm not quite making sense of laws and rights. I mean when you own something then you treat it however you want. I don't know if I understand all this. You know what I hate most, the words they cut into my body, I hate those scars, I really really hate those scars, I hate me
@Tinywhisper11 People shouldn’t own people. It breaks the golden rule.
@FlatenedByLife the golden rule?
@Tinywhisper11 Golden rule: Do unto others as you would have them do unto you.
@FlatenedByLife oh that rule. Yes I guess so ❤
@Tinywhisper11. Trigger Warning ⚠️.
In the United States it is illegal to own a person (since 1865). So people who did these things really didn’t have the right to do any of the things that you described or own other people. Everything they did was illegal.
Even with our pets that we own , there are anti-cruelty laws. I have heard of people being arrested for beating dogs!
I hope this makes sense. I can try to explain again if it’s confusing.
@adventurousBranch3786 I just can't seem to get my head around things right now. I think therapy is confusing me a bit. But thanks sweetie ❤ I love you
@Tinywhisper11
Tiny - slavery is forbidden now. Earlier in history many white people had people from Africa as slaves. Here in Norway - if you shall have sex with someone the law is that both persons must agree. To have sex with children is forbidden by law. Also by law here you cannot beat your children.
I'm very sure you have a higher purpose in life.
@Tinywhisper11 doctor asleep will make everything better
@Tinywhisper11
I don't even know what to say😞
I am so mad at these evil people. How could they do this to my bestie😭
You are SO strong for going through all of this.
You went through so much but here you are, doing your best❤️ you're such an inspiration for me to keep going and never give up.
How are you doing now?
Sending you big big internet hugsss❤️❤️❤️❤️
@schrodingerscattt I'm trying ❤ I think that's the best I can do right now
@Tinywhisper11 I can’t believe this man. Just makes my blood boil thinking about it. But karma’s gonna catch up with these guys if it hasn’t already, I just know it.
@randomdude34 thankyou ❤ your always so kind to me ❤❤
@Tinywhisper11
The wind be in your favor, sailor 🖖
@Nevermind25 ❤❤
@Tinywhisper11
Tinyyyy🤗❤️ Remember you're a brave beautiful soul, so deserving of peace and happiness. You are loved and cared for by everyone who gets to know you on a deep level because YOU are truly special and one of a kind amazing human being.
I love you always, Butterfly❤️
@ChillywindMemories floats ❤🙂 hi angel ❤❤ thankyou ❤ gives you the biggest giantist tiny hug evvverrrr ❤ I love you
