Sad with dreams

@SadSoul1779 There's a Disability Community here if you're interested in connecting with other disabled people. 

@SadSoul1779

I am going through a job change and quiting booze and smoking pot and some of the weirdest stressful dreams I have ever had. I wish sleeping was relaxing instead it's weird anxiety in my dreams, I just wanted to share to help you feel less alone. I hope one day I do not feel this way.

I felt your emotional exhaustion, you are not alone you always have people could help and encourage if you like to^^

@SadSoul1779 💜

@SadSoul1779 My dreams lead only to tears, for they replay all the those terrible fears, that I keep hidden, or maybe wide out, but one of these days, you're going to dream and wake and smile. I hadn't don't it myself in a long time. 

@SadSoul1779, I hear you, and I'm so sorry you're hurting like this right now. Living with disabilities is exhausting in ways most people will never understand. That wish to be "like everyone else" is a heavy grief, and crying is a completely valid release of that pain.