One difficult emotion I have been experiencing recently is.....

Confusion and anxiety about my sexuality and coming out

Lack of motivation and confidence.

Loneliness and annoyance

Abandonment. Despite "knowing a lot of people", no one truly cares to even ask me if I'm all right, if I need something or if I want to join them in their outings. They're comfortable in their feigns of my battles. I do not fear loneliness, I fear fakeness in a way that makes me feel like I can't live or interact around people.

Fear. I feel constantly terrified.

Intense self-doubt. It's prevented me from doing many things that I can do.

Not able to trust

Anxiety, depression and loneliness is a bad mix

Missing my wife and daughter

I have felt a lot of anger for so long. I genuinely feel numb from everything else because of how much anger I have.