One word to describe how I feel right now is......
numb
@JadedSnowKitty
Sometimes we can get so overwhelmed with all our different emotions and experiences and everything just crashes and we just shut down temporarily. It is an awful feeling and i hope that you find some ways to pamper yourself to make you hopefully feel better.
@amiablePeace77 Thank you Peace. At the moment it feel like a pendulum swinging back and forth between intense pain and numbness. There used to be a longer time between swings, but lately that isn't the case. I'm either getting so tired of fighting but still never being good enough or I've been rejected so much I've lost hope of ever being truly loved for me. I have so much love to give but I will only ever be seen as less than adequate. Not pretty enough to deserve happiness. I know what's important in life, I know that it's not material things but rather love, family and good times but as much love I give people they always take advantage of my good heart.
@JadedSnowKitty
this is terrible, i can only imagine how challenging this is for you. you deserve happiness, you deserve love and respect. you seem to have so much to offer. if you ever want to talk more about what you're experiencing i would love to be there for you, just send me a pm or see when i am online. meanwhile lots of hugs (if you take them)
@amiablePeace77 Thank you I will. Virtual hugs back.
@JadedSnowKitten
Got your hugs, they feel good. thanks.
@amiablePeace77 You're welcome Peace. Have a great day/night.
Confused
Low
Exhausted
@RedHawk6547
Mentally and physically!
Gross.
Worthless
confused
Mindful
