Too many know my history.
Today I am vulnerable because the one I love has hurt me to the point I no longer believe in love. I feel nu,b towards the subject.
I am in an ED PHP and they made us have fries and a burger for lunch ( i refused fries), PIZZA for dinner AND a snack. i dont know if i can do this - im just going to get fatter. Very vulnerable at this program and trying to eat without moralizing or judging foods like they say, but, KNOWING these foods are BAD for the body and cause weight gain.
Because I always apologize for things that aren
@Sodapop9 Hey, I understand this feeling too well. But just know that apologizing even when it's not your fault isn't a sign of weakness. It takes a lot of courage to take the blame. However, it's not right to always have to apologize when you're not at fault. If you have the bravery to apologize...I'm sure there's a fighting spirit in there to stand up for yourself as well :)
because i am physically sick and lonely
Because I've been bottling up all my past issues and didn't even helped. I feel that my family hates me whatever I do.
I feel vulnerable because I'm powerless to affect my living situation. Everything in life is just going to keep mentally beating me and wearing me down. ..I've felt vulnerable all my life; I'm not strong, or brave, or confident, or influential. I feel pathetic, like I don't matter, and I'm just waiting for the next unfortunate incident in life to beat on me some more.
Because I am noticing how much weight I am gaining and how little control I feel like I have over it.
I lost my job while I was on maternity leave and now I cant find another one.
Because it's easier to think about a new relationship than working on the one I'm in.