Catching feelings for a male friend who lives far away
I am scared...and trying to take breake...but still worried would forget about others than..
I have people to open up to but I can't bring myself to do it because I don't want to burden them or make them worry or be judged by them or risk losing them.
Because I miss my girlfriend and without wanting, I made a drawing of her... And it's so cool, but sometimes I think: - why am I like that?
Who are we to decide...Who's the villain....Who's the victim in our life.... Are we the only villain we try to run away from...
hmmm... feeling vulnerable...being a woman we are made such...gripping fear ...we are born like that....in my tradition they say you make a nice veena and throw it in the garbage? we wont .an instrument is made so much workman ship it takes .finally that instrument needs fine tuning and goes for sales...a woman is such she is a treasure for the owner.
I don't know how to talk about my emotions. I wish I knew how to open up.
@tluper6491 For me to let go as much as I have (not too much) on this site I just remember that nobody knows who I am on here. It took me a month of mostly observing and navigating the site, which I still am, to just post my opinions on a forum, or answer a question that strikes me.
Because I'm fairly new to 7cups I have not bonded or chatted with anyone than a listener. However I can just type like I'm writing in a journal. Pretend there's no audience. You get it out then hopefully connect or find a friend.
My best suggestion, and some may disagree, but to begin pretend like your just journaling, or typing to no one. A little at a time. I've surprised myself the last few weeks.
Good luck, because holding it in, only leads to breakdowns.
I started cutting
Because I cant break up with my LDR bf and i am so emotionally attached...
I lack too much confidence.