I'm in horrible physical pain due to my sciatic nerve!
@EnergySensitive I do too, but I'm only 23 yo. How about you? My friend keep telling me since I think too much that my body is getting weaker and older than my actual year. So, I started thinking less. I always worry what's may happened next year and I ruined anything the next day, because I forgot to prepare for what's may happened the next day. Cheers :)
@daransdarwin
I'm much much older! I'm almost 42! You are too young to be in pain! What kind of pain? I mean I've always had issues with my knee, my leg bone grew slightly crooked so my knee cap is not in a groove. That pain started in high school after my knee cap slipped! Also, I pulled my shoulder out of socket way too many times!!
More recently my fingers began to tingle. I didn't tell anyone until my fingers were completely numb. Come to find out I had a compressed vertebrae. I've been seeing a chiropractor for that and lower back pain from a fall several years back. So, still trying to be active even with back pain I decided to weed and pull vines. With me, always having something, I somehow shifted my right hip forward and to the left, in turn the left shifted back. Now its on my sciatic nerve. Pain I have never felt before! I teach 5 year olds and was sobbing in pain yesterday before I knew what I had done. I worked a few hours today but stayed in an office chair and rolled around. I go back to chiropractor in a few hours.
I sound like a hypochondriac (no disrespect) but I swear I'm not!!!
If your in pain now you need to attend to it because it will only get worse!!! That's why I ask what kind of pain. Joint, or just general?
@EnergySensitive I'm quite active in sport so I always having a problem in my back. 6 months ago I had a minor accident and fell on my lower back. 2 to 3 days after the accident, I felt my tailbone is stiffen and slightly swollen. The next day I woke up my right leg feels weird when I'm walking, but I ignore it. The worst pain would be after riding a motorcycle or bending my back to much. Recently I can't even be in sitting or standing position for no more than 2 hours. It also worsened if I overwhelmed by stress.
I think my pain is not bad as much as you :O I hope you're always healthy and happy there!
@daransdarwin
Have you seen a doctor or a chiropractor? I was hesitant with chiropractor but its been great! Its better than a massage!
If you have not seen anyone I would. Pain down your leg is your sciatic nerve!! Seriously!!!
@EnergySensitive I hesitant to see doctor or chiropractor because I'm afraid to spend so much bills on it, even tho I have public health insurance, I'm too tired to follow the procedure, and the list goes on.
I think so, when I said recently I can't be in sitting or standing position, it means I felt my lower back is stiff as hell and my whole right leg is starting to numb. Well, thank you so so so much for your concerns, I'll considering to go to doctor soon :'))
@daransdarwin
I understand financial issues and following through! Believe me! I'm not trying to pressure you at all, just concerned. 
Keep me posted. We seem to have some ailments in common!
@daransdarwin
I want to tell you how sweet you are. I was reading through the forum posts and you had such kind words to others.
@EnergySensitive yes, I totally got it.. It simply because of a lot of factors seem not helping me or taking me somewhere better, I just decide to avoid the triggers and limit my activities while trying to be positive. I believe I'm meeting you is kind of alternative traitment for me too, thanks for sharing a lot :)
I bet you're a very caring person too. The feeling I get when I talk with you is encouraging me to do it to others. I love listening to other because it nourishes my soul..
@daransdarwin
Me too. I try to respond to forum posts from others that have gone unseen or neglected. Even if I can't help, it at least lets someone know they were heard. My biggest supporter in my decades of battle has only ever asked that I Pay It Forward and so I try the best I can! It helps me divert my feelings and hopefully helps others!
I enjoy talking to you!
@Laura
anexaitz bit kicking...
someone I thought once a good friend is trying to take advantage of me.
@selfconfidentWatermelon5153
That always hurts a lot! Just try to remember that it's normal and perfectly ok to be upset/angry and feel betrayed by that, but that holding onto those feelings too long will only upset you more in the long run. Talk about it if you need to. I'm here and so are so many others to listen :). There are still a lot of people who care about you for you. You can move on from this and grow and thrive. Have a great day and if you don't, try your best today :)
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I'm moody because my family doesn't act like a family. I feel like we're always on a family feud or some type of war. Everyone for themselves. Makes me sick!
@lilycruzg I think it's both bad and good at the same time. It's good because we can be sick of that situation; a normal person must not stand it. In the other hand it's bad because our family may not normal. You can either change it or wisely ignore it. A normal person is not a counselor, you can always reach for help.
@daransdarwin That's a very good point! I'm the type of person who wants to fix a situation, so I'm not the type to ignore a situation. Thank you for the advice, I personally really needed it! :)
I didn't sleep until 2am because my mom was yelling at me then she yelled at me again when I woke up.
I'm breaking out in stress acne.
My ankle is hurting again and my mom said that she knows me when she has no clue who I am
today i am moody because of all the thoughts and feelings going thru my mind.
I'm a useless idiot that can't do anything right.
@tluper6491
i am sure you have many skills and talents that are useful. Try to focus on one thing, just one thing that you do well.
@Mindisu
It's hard to find even one thing I do well.
@tluper6491 don't be so hard on yourself, everyone can do something right. Even if all you're doing right for right now is breathing and blinking, that is something and you can go from there. :)
@knottygrandmacrochet
Honestly sometimes I don't feel like I'm hard enough on myself. Besides that, it's hard to tell which flaws are genuine and need improving and which are entirely imagined in my head. I don't know how to get better or where to even start because my brain is programmed to think every single quality I have is a flaw.
@tluper6491 I feel that way too. Sending you some love.
@evo8497
Thank you and back to you. I'm sorry you feel that way.
@tluper6491 Dont say That!
