I am gonna stay away for a while

@Tinywhisper11 I have been quiet for a bit now doing my self care thing but this morning I am am checking my notifications and the forums. I am so sad right now reading this but happy that I seen it within a reasonable time. I care about you so much, Tiny. I know, weird that we are strangers but I mean when I say I care and that I love you. I never want anything bad to happen to you. It hurts me to read that you are not doing so well right now. But please believe me when I say this-- your life is so valuable and you truly are irreplaceable. Tiny, your life has a purpose and you were meant to be here. You are strong and there's nothing you can't overcome. Please call on God right now and whenever these feelings overcome you. ♡ Please be safe. Please do not do something that you may regret. You have people who love you. You are truly something special and I value you, your life, and our friendship. I know you hear this time after time, keep strong... keep braving on. But please try... just try... ♡ I love you. 

From the posts I have seen of yours, it sounds like you have been through a lot of traumatizing events. I can understand using humour to cope with it all, and also wanting to stop using humour after awhile. I can relate to that. 

In terms of conversation skills, I think you're doing just fine.

For many years, I was silent and hardly ever talked unless spoken to. I didn't know how to talk to others at all or what to say. I didn't have any conversation skills whatsoever, however, when I was around late teens/early 20s, I practiced a lot -- no matter how awkward I seemed. I focused on making friends and learnt from observing people and my environment, reading, and watching some shows while also just being me.

Lastly, we will all be here waiting for you once you're off break from 7cups. It's OK to take breaks. It's also OK to not feel OK. Your feelings/emotions are valid.

If you do consider trying to delete your life again, please PLEASE consider reaching out to a hotline, they can do wonders! I called a DV hotline, which saved me from what I was going through. Or maybe finding a support group that went through what you did specifically, so you can find those to relate to and understand you.

I wish you the best and hope things get better for you. Love you Tiny!  🫂💖

@Tinywhisper11

Well... You've made me laugh, smile, and feel heart-warmed a number of times.  

Never once have you made me feel uncomfortable or offended.  

Just so you know. ❤️  The problem isn't with you.  You're one of my favorite people ever, and I miss you when you're not around.  

Like in your other comment, if you ever "ended this life", I would never judge you or hate you for it.  I just wouldn't ever want that to happen.  You deserve the absolute best, and a way better ending to this life than that.

@Tinywhisper11 what you have been through has been very traumatic. Hope you get the help you need to cope with that. I am here if you want to send a message. www.7cups.com/@soulsings

Self care breaks are part of being on 7 Cups, so have a good break but remember we are here for you when you are ready to return.

I hope you will not harm yourself…

@Tinywhisper11

Noooooooo!!!! We love you!!! Talk to me <3 :'(

@Tinywhisper11

Nooooooo!!!! We love you!!!! Talk to me <3 :'(

@Tinywhisper11

oh Lola, you have amazing skills. You are so clever okay? Using humor as a coping mechanism is perfectly okay love. Its okay to have a rough moment, i love you so much and ill be here when you are ready to come back ❤️❤️

@Tinywhisper11 Aw tiny I have seen you in forum land and in my forums a few times <3 I really hope you break away from forums work. I may be a stranger I love u u made my day every time u found my forum and commented. 

~Mae

@Tinywhisper11 I am very sorry to hear, that you're struggling again. I hope things get better for you soon.

You're doing the best you can, and that is all any of us can do.